Killing Time
I have nothing to do today. I'm sure I could find something to do, I always can, but what would the point be? I have unfinished business I cannot attend to because it's hellbent on pretending it isn't business at all. I want to go straight to the heart of the matter but I can't because I'm supposed to "get over it, even if I don't accept it."
Please tell me, how does one get over something they don't accept? I guess in enough time my emotions will be dulled to the pain of 8 years of friendship being ignored for 9 months of god-only-knows-what-to-call-it with someone else.
I am very spiteful about this. And vague. I'm only writing in here to let the thoughts out of my pensively overworked mind. I guess that's just cause to hide this from everyone.
And good enough reason to stop before this becomes completely fucking pointless.
Please tell me, how does one get over something they don't accept? I guess in enough time my emotions will be dulled to the pain of 8 years of friendship being ignored for 9 months of god-only-knows-what-to-call-it with someone else.
I am very spiteful about this. And vague. I'm only writing in here to let the thoughts out of my pensively overworked mind. I guess that's just cause to hide this from everyone.
And good enough reason to stop before this becomes completely fucking pointless.