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Oct 10, 2005 17:27

So, its thanksgiving, and I'm home alone. The way I wanted it. My mom tried to get me to go with her to Woman Hitlers for dinner. The only reason I agreed to go this morning, was that I wouldn't be the only one there, other than her and Terrill. But then I find out that Nathan isn't going to be there, so Erik doesn't want to go. So I tell my mom I don't want to go.

Then, a few hours later, it turns out Erik and Nathan will both be there, along with Joan, my neighbor. I still don't want to go. My mom and I got in an argument, what else is new. She asked me why I don't like doing family things. Gee, maybe it's because I don't like my family. I think she knows that, after our argument.

Lets see what I don't like about my family.

Mom: She's a bitch. She's hit me a few times, threatened to hit me while Dianne was right there. She can't be happy with anything I do, whether its school or work. I had her drop off my lunch on Saturday, and when I got home, she critisized me. Well sorry for being busy.

Dad: He's a scumbag. And a pot smoker. Simply put.

Erik: He's a prick, though can be nice.

Grandparents: Just because I'm not the perfect little grandchild that they want, they critisized me.

Uncle Rob: If he ever had kids, they'd be locked in a closet until they were 21. Enough said.

Aunty Susan: Created the demon child that is Jennika. To her, Jennika is a little angel, and I should 'act my age' and be nice to Jennika, because she can do no wrong. She also critisizes me.

Jennika: Demon child. I try to be nice to her. I really do. But she has to annoy me, or jump on me, or hit me, or do something, whether its waking me up like that, or just because.

Gee, seems like none of my family is happy with the way I am. Too fucking bad. I'm not going to change.

I want to go for a walk in the rain, but I want someone to go with me. Unlike Stephen, I don't have a dog to drag along.
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