Jan 23, 2007 11:52
Sometimes I am wonderfully surprised at how nice and truly loving people can be.
I think people, and I know I do, get so caught up in themselves and there life that you forget that there are even other people out there.
Its something I find myself doing, and after I feel silly and a little ashamed at my owe selfishness and self pity.
The would is such a beautiful place I forget..... then one day I wake up and ever thing I is so gorgeous it makes me want to dance and sing and forget my pain and worries.
When I see myself and I know I am unhappy because I don't want to let something go its a choice I make I know if I let it go I will feel better but I dont want to, like a young child I grasp despritly on to what I know is safe, because I am scared, of what? I never really know.
Fear, my acting teacher always says is False, Evidence, Appearing, Real, It my be so and my head my know it but my body is still scared.
Thous the separation which rules part of my life.
My hope that, that part will just keep on getting smaller and smaller.
Wow aren't I in a happy mood, really I am this just all came up.
Thank you for this.
I take it all,
and run singing through the woods,
that I am here,
and I'm ready!