Dec 08, 2006 12:06
Wow there is so much going on right now and I really don't know what I want to put down in words?
So really crazy stuff, the shoot went well yesterday they where of course behind schedule, and where not always sure how they wanted to set up the shots, and the other actors where late and there never was a proper meal, witch would have been ok if I had been there for say five six hours but I was there for ten.
It was a long day there where times when I was loving it, but it was long that’s one out of five days done four more to go, if the movie is good it will be totally worth it but if its not, well it still looks really good on my resume.
Anyway I am really glad I did not invite any of you to do extra work(for free)
Because it would have sucked for you.
Stuff with my Mum(Yuck) some of you know, well Emma, Kristall, and Rich do that I have been seeing a Therapist not the conventional kind of one its kind of complicated and I don't know what the corrector term is for what she is but any way I think I have been seeing her for like four months and she has been really helping me, so much!!!!!!
But I have been having a lot of stuff with Mum come up recently and I ended up having a big fight with her last night, it was good I guess we got quite a bit figured out she now understands why I have been being cold and stuff so that’s good I guess, I don’t like how it came out, Its really complicated.
I feel like crap.
I am going to try and get a phone season with Trudi but I don't know if I can get A hold of her, she is away.
Good things I had a lot of fun with Emma and we had some really good talks and the BEST sushi I have ever had *YUM*
We have a Christmas tree and my be decorating it today with Kristall, hopefully.
New years party YEA!
And Fiona and Virginias play was really good, Emma I have you ticket for Monday you should get it from me, when? I don’t know because I am shooting on Monday too now.
Wow did I just dump and whine about my life or what, sorry guys but hell, I am facing its messiness, even if it's some of the hardest things I have ever done, and feel gross most of the time.
I love you guys all *Hugs* and want to see you all.
Most messy Maja