whoa
i haven't updated this in forever
first i need to say
i hate finals.
secondly i have to say last night i felt very adult. my friends and i made a hot pot dinner (shabu shabu) and exchanged Secret Buddha gifts. it was great. last time i'll see them all in 2005. i feel almost old.
this year has been the worst semester for me. i worked so damn hard but the only class i'm doing well is LIT. maybe i need to reconsider my major haha.. i can't wait until next semester and hope to redeem myself. this semester also confirmed why i'm a management major.
i also am majorly crushing this Boston College Senior. it really sucked in the beginning of finals week when we kept distracting each other until like 2AM. or i would be thinking about him when i was supposed to be studying. i don't know how he feels about me. we know each other from a service organization. He's President of his club and I'm secretary of mine. we flirt a lot i think. i wish i would have bid on him on the date auction. he's a senior so i won't get the chance again..ugghh. haha it would have gone to charity and that would have been a good enough excuse lol. there was this one time when we talked until 5AM. there are days when we talk about random things and always find something new to talk about and i don't know. i have yet to find a guy to match my sarcasm..well i found two during the summer but we don't get into that because they were definately mistakes and i definately learned a lot from those.. We might go see Sigur Ros together. who knows though. he invited me to one of his parties but i decided to see Ben Kweller instead..haha still trying to decide what was worth what but oh well. Ben Kweller is always smashing and I have next semester...to SEDUCE him. haha. jk. but not really. boys are weird b/c now that i have more time to think about it i'm realizing boys don't think the same way as girls so he might not be interested in me at all. the signs are there but geesh i could be the only one reading too much into them. he tells me i amaze him all the time but what does that meeeannn? he goes to boston college there are fabulous girls there. wahhh..
itz 6AM. since i have a final in 3 hours i need to get back to studying. i fell asleep on my bed at 12:30 and woke up, studied for 30 minutes and went back to sleep and this happened for 3 hours! uggh i hate sleeping
first i need to say
i hate finals.
secondly i have to say last night i felt very adult. my friends and i made a hot pot dinner (shabu shabu) and exchanged Secret Buddha gifts. it was great. last time i'll see them all in 2005. i feel almost old.
this year has been the worst semester for me. i worked so damn hard but the only class i'm doing well is LIT. maybe i need to reconsider my major haha.. i can't wait until next semester and hope to redeem myself. this semester also confirmed why i'm a management major.
i also am majorly crushing this Boston College Senior. it really sucked in the beginning of finals week when we kept distracting each other until like 2AM. or i would be thinking about him when i was supposed to be studying. i don't know how he feels about me. we know each other from a service organization. He's President of his club and I'm secretary of mine. we flirt a lot i think. i wish i would have bid on him on the date auction. he's a senior so i won't get the chance again..ugghh. haha it would have gone to charity and that would have been a good enough excuse lol. there was this one time when we talked until 5AM. there are days when we talk about random things and always find something new to talk about and i don't know. i have yet to find a guy to match my sarcasm..well i found two during the summer but we don't get into that because they were definately mistakes and i definately learned a lot from those.. We might go see Sigur Ros together. who knows though. he invited me to one of his parties but i decided to see Ben Kweller instead..haha still trying to decide what was worth what but oh well. Ben Kweller is always smashing and I have next semester...to SEDUCE him. haha. jk. but not really. boys are weird b/c now that i have more time to think about it i'm realizing boys don't think the same way as girls so he might not be interested in me at all. the signs are there but geesh i could be the only one reading too much into them. he tells me i amaze him all the time but what does that meeeannn? he goes to boston college there are fabulous girls there. wahhh..
itz 6AM. since i have a final in 3 hours i need to get back to studying. i fell asleep on my bed at 12:30 and woke up, studied for 30 minutes and went back to sleep and this happened for 3 hours! uggh i hate sleeping