it's a little bit cold right now. i should shut a window. ♥
i had another weirdo dream last night.
i was in a public bathroom and i saw my aunt diane who is actually already dead... but! anyway, i saw her behind some stalls and she was strung out on some kind of drug ans she was freaking out. she was also extremely skinny and i was afraid she wouldn't be able to walk. i'm not sure if, in the dream, i was aware that she had died... because i knew that i wanted to get her to my mom because my mom was so sad that she died. well, anyway, i got her out of the bathroom.
then we were in some apartment/ home store... but chong lived there. i told him i have my aunt but i need to have her sleep for a while so. we started arguing and then my aunt went off somewhere and i couldn't find her. chong went to look for her and said she must have left when he couldn't find her. i knew something had happened. i knew that he had KILLED her. WTF. so... i kept questioning him about where the f she went and he said he didn't know and started to become moody and weird. THEN I SAW HIM PUTTING SOMETHING WRAPPED IN TIN FOIL IN THE FREEZER. no, like a whole lot of something. i knew it was my aunt! so... i tried to TEXT MESSAGE my mom... without him seeing it. you know the predictive text thing? well, it kept changing my words and i couldn't get the message across but i sent it anyway, hoping she'd come and get me. ugh, it was creepy as f. STOP IT NOW.
the dream just kind of ended there. i didn't like it.
in other news, i smell pretty good lately. i have lotion that smells like wonder and i rub.
i wrote albert a letter last night and mailed it this morning!!!!!