In just a few hours, I'm supposed to wake up so that I can get stuff together and get in the car to head to Boston to fly to Chicago with my boyfriend
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you won't stay the same. but that's not bad. it's growing. and you could become a little more distant with the friends you have right now, but that's natural. you're going to college and experiencing life on your own for the first time and no one expects your life to stay the same, because it's not supposed to. i'm extremely proud of you for making it this far and you've been an inspiration for my time in milwaukee, because you were put in the same exact position not too long ago. and look at you now. :)
nothing is hopeless unless you think it could be, so don't think that. you have crawled out of one hole after another and this is going to be what you've worked for - this is your reward. something that is a hope, not hopeless. so just take a breath and realize that this is finally your own time. you don't have to think about anyone else besides yourself for once, and you can begin your own life as just you. not someone's daughter, or someone's teacher, or someone's high school student, or someone dependent on another person. just you. and of course will, because you like him!
so have fun with it. you'll do fine. and go swing if you want.
and you could become a little more distant with the friends you have right now, but that's natural. you're going to college and experiencing life on your own for the first time and no one expects your life to stay the same, because it's not supposed to. i'm extremely proud of you for making it this far and you've been an inspiration for my time in milwaukee, because you were put in the same exact position not too long ago. and look at you now. :)
nothing is hopeless unless you think it could be, so don't think that. you have crawled out of one hole after another and this is going to be what you've worked for - this is your reward. something that is a hope, not hopeless. so just take a breath and realize that this is finally your own time. you don't have to think about anyone else besides yourself for once, and you can begin your own life as just you. not someone's daughter, or someone's teacher, or someone's high school student, or someone dependent on another person. just you. and of course will, because you like him!
so have fun with it. you'll do fine. and go swing if you want.
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