sundays are fundays
When i woke up this morning, i opened my eyes and thought to myself..."Fuck." Work was a-calling at 6:30 am and my body was a-saying "um, no." But I got up anyway, made my cakes, got paid some cash...it was all gravy.
This week was a total invasion of my privacy. I won't start whining with the details but remember this: personal time is good time. "extra crap" doesn't really respect any need for time. done with that.
I have accomplished the ultimate personal goal. i finally told someone "no". my dance teacher was all like "boo-hoooneofmydancersbrokeherlegwillyoufill inandlearnallthematerialbeforethecompetitionthatsintwoweeks..." and mind you, six months ago i would have said yes (unwillingly, of course)...but i said, "you know, i just don't think so" and that was it. i never knew that telling people no could be sooooo easy. and now it's not my problem and i don't have to stress about it...*sigh* it's such a lovely feeling of relief. all my life i've always felt such an obligation to help everyone and do everything and i just realized that if i keep it up i might just have to commit suicide. and we don't want that do we? don't answer that. heh.
finally, and most most most importantly...3-11 day is in *drumroll please* 4 DAYS!!!! i can't wait for the crazy insane mad musical orgy i know it's gonna be. not to mention the latter of the evening....*cough* nickhexumattheparishandbourbon *cough* let the good times roll
until next time...
This week was a total invasion of my privacy. I won't start whining with the details but remember this: personal time is good time. "extra crap" doesn't really respect any need for time. done with that.
I have accomplished the ultimate personal goal. i finally told someone "no". my dance teacher was all like "boo-hoooneofmydancersbrokeherlegwillyoufill inandlearnallthematerialbeforethecompetitionthatsintwoweeks..." and mind you, six months ago i would have said yes (unwillingly, of course)...but i said, "you know, i just don't think so" and that was it. i never knew that telling people no could be sooooo easy. and now it's not my problem and i don't have to stress about it...*sigh* it's such a lovely feeling of relief. all my life i've always felt such an obligation to help everyone and do everything and i just realized that if i keep it up i might just have to commit suicide. and we don't want that do we? don't answer that. heh.
finally, and most most most importantly...3-11 day is in *drumroll please* 4 DAYS!!!! i can't wait for the crazy insane mad musical orgy i know it's gonna be. not to mention the latter of the evening....*cough* nickhexumattheparishandbourbon *cough* let the good times roll
until next time...