Sep 21, 2005 23:43
For the one,I know your out there...
He says nothing as I tell him I love him,shows no emotion or gives any sign of the thoughts in his head. I'm going insane with the need to know him more...to know his love and affection. There's a void where he should be. It's impossible to look at anyone else and not thinkof him. Does he kno w what he does to me by just existing? By having the beating heart I wish would feel something, anything, for me.Everything in my day is meaningless until he enters in to it,bringing sunshine andjoy.The hurt he feels form past hurts I feel too,..alomost as if it has also been done to me.It tears at me from the inside out...what more can I do?