The first day in the life of Ted (as far as livejournal goes).

Jan 22, 2005 23:29

I wrote a poem for you today, but I don't think I'll put it up. I may decide to later, but for the moment, I'll leave it be. Anyway, so this is my first livejournal. I've had one forever, I guess (since what, junior year?), but I didn't know how to get into it, and never really got INTO it, if you know what I mean. I doubt that much of the world will read this, since to most of the world, I don't exist. So it is to the smaller portion of people that this is directed to. The few who know me and bother to care. That's the only reason I'm doing this. In fact, it's the one who means the most to me in particular who actually set up my account and is forcing me into this. Not much to say at the moment.

In all honesty, (just to start off)I don't think Kyle and I have ever gotten along better, or talked more about the things that matter...and often what bothers us most. We're alive again, and that's more than just good news. I realize most people won't agree, and I realize there may be valid reasons for it. But please, for me, try and be happy. I can't not have him, and I can't not have you. I'm losing my mind thinking of both. I really don't think I can have one without the other, and I can't see that changing in the near future.

I may return later to add to this, if I can do that, because I really have no idea how to work this thing yet. But for the moment, Chris made us "vermicelli alfredo" (because he grabbed the wrong kinds of noodles), and he made it from scratch. I'm excited. So maybe I'll do this later instead of the mountains of homework I must tackle. Later y'all!

Tessie, or if you'd rather, Ted.
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