*sickly look*
well...after reading over everything that i must require before i go to england...i got, a very naseous feeling in my stomach...that could have something t do with...hatever was wrong before, i dunno, mym dr keeps cancling on me :/ but...i want to throw up, i cant do it, i cant get to england, or italy, or france...i sure as hell cant get to japan...it kinda makes me wonder 'why did i ever bother to try...?'
and then i can awnser myself right back...'because you dream unrealistic dreams' so there we go, crystal was smashed...im staying here in this compleetly crap country never to escape...
maybe my mother is right, maybe i should see a therapist to get some of this self loathing off my chest.......nahhhhhh
and then i can awnser myself right back...'because you dream unrealistic dreams' so there we go, crystal was smashed...im staying here in this compleetly crap country never to escape...
maybe my mother is right, maybe i should see a therapist to get some of this self loathing off my chest.......nahhhhhh