Things could be different, but theyre not.
I have no boyfriend.
I have no major person of interest.
My family is far away.
And the one thing that has been keeping my head up, the one thing that has made my everyday for the last while good no matter what, is probably not going to happen.
I'm probably not going to college in San Francisco.
My whole life has been waiting for this.
This has been my everything, this has been my push to do my schoolwork and stay positive.
We got absolutely nothing from financial aid.
We didn't even get subsidized loans, because I guess they only have a certain number to give.
He makes to much, but he's also about to pay fifty thousand to my aunt.
Which of course, is my college money.
Wow.
I just wish I would stop crying and man up about it.
But my everything is gone.
gone gone gone.
I have no major person of interest.
My family is far away.
And the one thing that has been keeping my head up, the one thing that has made my everyday for the last while good no matter what, is probably not going to happen.
I'm probably not going to college in San Francisco.
My whole life has been waiting for this.
This has been my everything, this has been my push to do my schoolwork and stay positive.
We got absolutely nothing from financial aid.
We didn't even get subsidized loans, because I guess they only have a certain number to give.
He makes to much, but he's also about to pay fifty thousand to my aunt.
Which of course, is my college money.
Wow.
I just wish I would stop crying and man up about it.
But my everything is gone.
gone gone gone.