Stress? Stress?! Stress!!!
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Work has been, well, work. For some reason, I'm being stressed out a lot these days. I can hardly sleep. I have this knot in my diaphragm that prevents me from relaxing. I haven't been like this ever, I think. Not this prolonged, anyway. My usual remedies aren't working either.
The sheer number of reports and their deadlines coupled with a slower than what I want/need workstation and network is just frustrating at the very least. True I still have some things to learn but it just makes is so much difficult with these two.
Also, I think my eyes are starting to deteriorate. Stupid CRT monitors. As in, really, CRT monitors? At this day and age when their computers are supposed to be "new"? And from Dell nonetheless? With reports that are about more than A-Z columns and no less than 1500 rows that I am supposed to check for accuracy... Really?
I just hate having this stupid work ethic. Why do I have to finish my work? Why is it that I prefer completing tasks before having a break which leads me to having my "lunch" an hour before my shift ends? Why is it that I am trying to answer all questions regarding the reports that I make when I am already overloaded? Why is it that I am producing reports that someone else should be making?
I think that one year is now too much. At most I'll just finish my probationary contract. I just hope I find a better job when the time comes that I have had enough.
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Work has been, well, work. For some reason, I'm being stressed out a lot these days. I can hardly sleep. I have this knot in my diaphragm that prevents me from relaxing. I haven't been like this ever, I think. Not this prolonged, anyway. My usual remedies aren't working either.
The sheer number of reports and their deadlines coupled with a slower than what I want/need workstation and network is just frustrating at the very least. True I still have some things to learn but it just makes is so much difficult with these two.
Also, I think my eyes are starting to deteriorate. Stupid CRT monitors. As in, really, CRT monitors? At this day and age when their computers are supposed to be "new"? And from Dell nonetheless? With reports that are about more than A-Z columns and no less than 1500 rows that I am supposed to check for accuracy... Really?
I just hate having this stupid work ethic. Why do I have to finish my work? Why is it that I prefer completing tasks before having a break which leads me to having my "lunch" an hour before my shift ends? Why is it that I am trying to answer all questions regarding the reports that I make when I am already overloaded? Why is it that I am producing reports that someone else should be making?
I think that one year is now too much. At most I'll just finish my probationary contract. I just hope I find a better job when the time comes that I have had enough.
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