At The End Of My Tether (And It's A Noose)
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Oh sweet oblivion, where arth thou?
I don't think straight enough. I don't act like I'm supposed to. I think my problem is that I am fully aware of myself yet I have dug myself in a niche that I personally created to deal with life and now I can't claw my way out. So here I am.
It's the end of the month. I feel tired. I do nothing yet I'm tired. I lack sleep as always since I can't sleep. It takes too long be asleep and yet when I'm asleep I don't get enough. I wake easily, this is another of my problems. Not enough delta state.
I am fat and ugly. I'm fat because I'm ugly. I'm ugly 'cuz I'm fat. Plastic surgery and liposuction? Too costly and there is pain involved.
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Oh sweet oblivion, where arth thou?
I don't think straight enough. I don't act like I'm supposed to. I think my problem is that I am fully aware of myself yet I have dug myself in a niche that I personally created to deal with life and now I can't claw my way out. So here I am.
It's the end of the month. I feel tired. I do nothing yet I'm tired. I lack sleep as always since I can't sleep. It takes too long be asleep and yet when I'm asleep I don't get enough. I wake easily, this is another of my problems. Not enough delta state.
I am fat and ugly. I'm fat because I'm ugly. I'm ugly 'cuz I'm fat. Plastic surgery and liposuction? Too costly and there is pain involved.
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