trying it on for size
what a frikkin` lame friday evening, though during the day had a nice walk in dc with inj. ^ tried on a tux a few days ago for tomorrow`s event. picked it up today but am thinking i`m going to wear different pants. the rental came with cufflinks and studs also; i can`t figure out how to put the studs in.. that`s what the internets is for. been feeling really listless and unemotional lately, been through emotional hell before and my brain is basically over it. maybe this in itself is another emotion, a sinking-falling feeling that hasn`t met an end until the next level is achieved. there have been days in the past where i`ve reached my limit and just sit on the floor with my back against the wall. then there are days lately when i don`t feel like seeing anyone, when inside all i want is to share the company of others. i know i haven`t been myself lately.
