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Ooh, it seems like people are going back to normal. This past week has just been so full of love though~ XD
Mm, I will not deny that snow bothers me quite a bit, even after this long. But I won't let my fears stop me from planning a Geisha Brigade trip to the mountains this winter~! How exciting! I'm sure it'll be fun. ^___^.
Ahh, even in friendships feelings become so complicated. I do know how he feels, but all of my emotions are rooted in...well, a completely different world, you could say. ^_~. Nonetheless, I know it's painful.
It's been so long since I thought this much of the past. I suppose at Protos Fotia, it was hard to do with no memories. ^_^.;; And, taking that into consideration, perhaps my mind has always been in the past...
Forgetting would be hard...in fact, I don't think I ever will. Dying is an unforgettable feeling, one that haunts you even when you no longer can feel. To feel blood seeping from a wound, falling between your fingers onto the snow. The intense chill that runs deep into the bones. Using every ounce of strength just to move, to stay awake, to wait for her... The realization that I died fulfilling the purpose for which I was born, and that I would go with no regrets.
...The realization that I would, without hesitation, do the same thing again for any of my friends.
Aa, Miaka-chan, I hope you, Tama-chan and the others are well. I should also...talk to Hotohori-sama more often, I think.
Secrets are a funny thing. I find myself keeping my own feelings and stories quiet in favor of listening, but I know that's not fair to any of my friends. I suppose, then... Well. Someday I will tell this story...all of it...from the beginning.
Mm, I will not deny that snow bothers me quite a bit, even after this long. But I won't let my fears stop me from planning a Geisha Brigade trip to the mountains this winter~! How exciting! I'm sure it'll be fun. ^___^.
Ahh, even in friendships feelings become so complicated. I do know how he feels, but all of my emotions are rooted in...well, a completely different world, you could say. ^_~. Nonetheless, I know it's painful.
It's been so long since I thought this much of the past. I suppose at Protos Fotia, it was hard to do with no memories. ^_^.;; And, taking that into consideration, perhaps my mind has always been in the past...
Forgetting would be hard...in fact, I don't think I ever will. Dying is an unforgettable feeling, one that haunts you even when you no longer can feel. To feel blood seeping from a wound, falling between your fingers onto the snow. The intense chill that runs deep into the bones. Using every ounce of strength just to move, to stay awake, to wait for her... The realization that I died fulfilling the purpose for which I was born, and that I would go with no regrets.
...The realization that I would, without hesitation, do the same thing again for any of my friends.
Aa, Miaka-chan, I hope you, Tama-chan and the others are well. I should also...talk to Hotohori-sama more often, I think.
Secrets are a funny thing. I find myself keeping my own feelings and stories quiet in favor of listening, but I know that's not fair to any of my friends. I suppose, then... Well. Someday I will tell this story...all of it...from the beginning.