not sure where to go
i am sad. i haven't been this sad in such a long time. i don't like it. i love garret more than anything in this world and the thought of something like this tears me apart and makes me want to die. i know in my soul we are meant to be together and i am an awful person for doubting it. ugh.
::GOOD NEWS::
Rilo Kiley is quite possibly my all time favorite band EVER. Oh my good Lord. The show was amazing. Debbie Gibson singing with Jenny Lewis? pretty darn sweet. Jenny Lewis in a tight short dress? pretty damn sweet. me making up hip hop songs, awesome. dirty fake noses - cool. seeing tobey mcguire like 3 feet in front of me - neat. seeing kirsten dunst walk by me -meh, don't like her all that much but that was pretty cool too i guess.