He reads the letters that she wrote
Soo boring. The school. I keep feeling I'm wasting time there, going just not to get absences. It's so much better at home, where I can study in peace and for what i feel like in that moment. It's also true that at school I see my classmates and play cards with the guys and have fun. But it's just not enough...
I miss Octav. I wanted to see him this weekend too, but he can't come, so no more NW meet. But he suggested one for the following weekend. :D Anyway most of our friends couldn't come, so...it would've been just me and Alex. Speaking of whom...Yesterday I managed to tell him to "stay away", and that we should be just friends. Am really glad I did it, although I wished I had done that face to face. But the conversation simply went like that. Stupid messenger. >_> Anyway, the point is that now I hope he won't try things like taking me over my shoulder or be too insistent.
Today I had a really good time in the first class of the day, physics. Because I didn't do it.=)) I skipped it, with 2 other girls, and we talked about the prom coming next month. I have just realised how many things I have to do to look pretty. Not to mention how much it will cost me: shoes, dress(which I have already bought), make up, a visit to the hairstylist, shaving...aaarrghhh...Guys only need to buy/hire a suit, arrange their hair and it's done! :\ Sometimes I wish I was a guy too. xD
One month and 3 weeks till my exams start...:| IIIIKKKKK!!!! xD
And...two more things to add.
I saw again End of an Era and I must admit, from all my heart, that I miss Tarja like hell! I don't care here about Marcelo, or why she was fired, I miss her stage presence and most of all, her divine voice. The way she managed to deliver an amazing show, even though she was sick, leaves me speechless. Now when I listen to Anette singing "Higher than hope" or " Dark chest of wonders", I sigh and wish this had never happened. Don't get me wrong, I like Anette, but...There's something about her voice that doesn't click with NW. NW's music is just too powerful...
But...life goes on and there'll come a time when I'll tell my grandkids about "that wonderful band that was when I was a teenager...Nightwish..."
I wrote another poem:
Calm before the storm
Shievers of ice float in the sky
And the Sun has hid his face
Grey the hair they want to dye
The clouds that cover this space
Sign from above crosses the clouds
Drums of war recall the time
So it starts, assault on docks
With tickles from your kind
Released the fury on icy drops
Fallen in my heart and on the crops
Of love that I have seeded
Waiting for a sign, all needed
Arching slowly to eternal lands
Grasping life under its sheet
Mighty rainbow, end of time
Frail green arose to life
LJ doesn't want cut, it seems...?_>
I miss Octav. I wanted to see him this weekend too, but he can't come, so no more NW meet. But he suggested one for the following weekend. :D Anyway most of our friends couldn't come, so...it would've been just me and Alex. Speaking of whom...Yesterday I managed to tell him to "stay away", and that we should be just friends. Am really glad I did it, although I wished I had done that face to face. But the conversation simply went like that. Stupid messenger. >_> Anyway, the point is that now I hope he won't try things like taking me over my shoulder or be too insistent.
Today I had a really good time in the first class of the day, physics. Because I didn't do it.=)) I skipped it, with 2 other girls, and we talked about the prom coming next month. I have just realised how many things I have to do to look pretty. Not to mention how much it will cost me: shoes, dress(which I have already bought), make up, a visit to the hairstylist, shaving...aaarrghhh...Guys only need to buy/hire a suit, arrange their hair and it's done! :\ Sometimes I wish I was a guy too. xD
One month and 3 weeks till my exams start...:| IIIIKKKKK!!!! xD
And...two more things to add.
I saw again End of an Era and I must admit, from all my heart, that I miss Tarja like hell! I don't care here about Marcelo, or why she was fired, I miss her stage presence and most of all, her divine voice. The way she managed to deliver an amazing show, even though she was sick, leaves me speechless. Now when I listen to Anette singing "Higher than hope" or " Dark chest of wonders", I sigh and wish this had never happened. Don't get me wrong, I like Anette, but...There's something about her voice that doesn't click with NW. NW's music is just too powerful...
But...life goes on and there'll come a time when I'll tell my grandkids about "that wonderful band that was when I was a teenager...Nightwish..."
I wrote another poem:
Calm before the storm
Shievers of ice float in the sky
And the Sun has hid his face
Grey the hair they want to dye
The clouds that cover this space
Sign from above crosses the clouds
Drums of war recall the time
So it starts, assault on docks
With tickles from your kind
Released the fury on icy drops
Fallen in my heart and on the crops
Of love that I have seeded
Waiting for a sign, all needed
Arching slowly to eternal lands
Grasping life under its sheet
Mighty rainbow, end of time
Frail green arose to life
LJ doesn't want cut, it seems...?_>