Jan 16, 2005 09:49
..k so after thinking about it alot i feel so damn guilty for typing that stuff about braydan he doesntd deserve it//its really not his fault that this relationship is hard and that im doing most of the work..i should be more understanding//i read a site a few days ago that said it was typicalfor people like him for be paranoid and distant and irratable and i think as his boyfriend i should be more supportive of him//and he DOES try...he put alot of effort into making lastnight romantic for me// and i think that if i keep getting angry at his moods then hell never come out of them??// i just felt so bad writing that/i didnt read it over lol i should just delete it// =/ lol i can be so biased when i want to XD
anyway i hope hes in a better mood now b/c im suposed to pick him up in 20 miuites =/
on a brigher note im going to a concert today :D =D// i was all excited before and i read my ticket again and i was ike wtf EIGHTEEN VISIONS1? lmao. i somehow got it into my head that we were seeing spill canvas?? LOL anyway i like eighteen visions better XD
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