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well wats goin on ppl
cris wanted me to update this thing so i figured i would for her.
hows everyone been doin im fine just thinking about how my life could be changed forever in a couple days more for the good tho, i swear io hope it does happen, if it does you all will kno soon enough tho.
man im so tired i need to get in the bed but ill just write a little bit cause i atleast know cris likes this but neways here we go
the other day cris ewas feelin bad so i went down to her huse about four o clock, we stopped b subway and got us a sub and we met jeff and thea, there kool as hell, cookies..lmao..haha i wish jeff read this, but neways aafter we waited forever on a sub we went to her house, we got there and her puppies were up and we let them go and they went to the house they love me..lmao..haha, i kno that sounded bad ppl but it reallyisnt, but then we went in and i layed down on the couch with my feet at her head and her feet and my head and we just layed there and watched tv while i ME- saged her feet, then she wanted to eat so i went and layed my head in her lap while she ate, then we watched the 5th elemetn thats a pretty damn good movie but yea she layed on me during that, while i held her. then we started watching anger management and she said shew i could just fall asleep right now and i said go ahead hun, so then she just got covers and layed down on my chest and just cuddled up on me, i had NO problem with that : ) then she was real still for a while and i think she eent to sleep for a little bit but then her mom woke hr up and we had to go. so then i had to go home, shew i love her so much
then today i went down to papaws, hes doin alot better, hes gettin his appetite back and stuff and all i did down there was tr to figure out papaws new jazzy thing, then burn some trash with gasolina..lmao.. spanish.. then i went down to nene's and we had a good meaningful talk, i swear this is gonna be perfect
crissy,
without you i dont kno wat i would do hun, i love you so much, you are the part in my life that makes me get up in the mornin you are my reason for living. you seriously have my heart in the palm of your hands and i kno with all of my heart that your not ever going to let it go and your going to love me forever until i die. and im going to live the happiest life knowing that i have someone who cares sooo much about me. you know i love it when people say, you are so perfect for each other, ricki tells me that all the time and i love her, shes my best friend, but yea we ARE perfect for eachother hun, and i sweare with every bit in my body that we will be perfect iand nothing will screw this up, i hope that this happens so bad crissy , i will be hurt if it dont you kno wat im talkin bout, i just wanted to leave you a little bit of how much i love you.
bran and cris
10-8-06
to forever
I LOVE YOU CLARISSA MICHELLE MULLINS, with ALL my heart
my new saying
A Warning- lamb of god
I'm a monster so don't walk my way.
Don't trust my smile my teeth are like knives.
I'll drag you down & suck you dry.
Don't laugh at my jokes- the punchline is murder.
Don't enjoy my touch, every caress hides a chokehold.
I'm only happy when I've ruined everything I see.
Believe everything you've ever heard about me- suck it up.
If you see me coming don't stop, just turn & walk the other way.
I will not lie about what I have done, I will not lie about what I will do to you, the sweat of
my exertion is pure poison, I'm hell...
cris wanted me to update this thing so i figured i would for her.
hows everyone been doin im fine just thinking about how my life could be changed forever in a couple days more for the good tho, i swear io hope it does happen, if it does you all will kno soon enough tho.
man im so tired i need to get in the bed but ill just write a little bit cause i atleast know cris likes this but neways here we go
the other day cris ewas feelin bad so i went down to her huse about four o clock, we stopped b subway and got us a sub and we met jeff and thea, there kool as hell, cookies..lmao..haha i wish jeff read this, but neways aafter we waited forever on a sub we went to her house, we got there and her puppies were up and we let them go and they went to the house they love me..lmao..haha, i kno that sounded bad ppl but it reallyisnt, but then we went in and i layed down on the couch with my feet at her head and her feet and my head and we just layed there and watched tv while i ME- saged her feet, then she wanted to eat so i went and layed my head in her lap while she ate, then we watched the 5th elemetn thats a pretty damn good movie but yea she layed on me during that, while i held her. then we started watching anger management and she said shew i could just fall asleep right now and i said go ahead hun, so then she just got covers and layed down on my chest and just cuddled up on me, i had NO problem with that : ) then she was real still for a while and i think she eent to sleep for a little bit but then her mom woke hr up and we had to go. so then i had to go home, shew i love her so much
then today i went down to papaws, hes doin alot better, hes gettin his appetite back and stuff and all i did down there was tr to figure out papaws new jazzy thing, then burn some trash with gasolina..lmao.. spanish.. then i went down to nene's and we had a good meaningful talk, i swear this is gonna be perfect
crissy,
without you i dont kno wat i would do hun, i love you so much, you are the part in my life that makes me get up in the mornin you are my reason for living. you seriously have my heart in the palm of your hands and i kno with all of my heart that your not ever going to let it go and your going to love me forever until i die. and im going to live the happiest life knowing that i have someone who cares sooo much about me. you know i love it when people say, you are so perfect for each other, ricki tells me that all the time and i love her, shes my best friend, but yea we ARE perfect for eachother hun, and i sweare with every bit in my body that we will be perfect iand nothing will screw this up, i hope that this happens so bad crissy , i will be hurt if it dont you kno wat im talkin bout, i just wanted to leave you a little bit of how much i love you.
bran and cris
10-8-06
to forever
I LOVE YOU CLARISSA MICHELLE MULLINS, with ALL my heart
my new saying
A Warning- lamb of god
I'm a monster so don't walk my way.
Don't trust my smile my teeth are like knives.
I'll drag you down & suck you dry.
Don't laugh at my jokes- the punchline is murder.
Don't enjoy my touch, every caress hides a chokehold.
I'm only happy when I've ruined everything I see.
Believe everything you've ever heard about me- suck it up.
If you see me coming don't stop, just turn & walk the other way.
I will not lie about what I have done, I will not lie about what I will do to you, the sweat of
my exertion is pure poison, I'm hell...