Unbearable Feelings
Hooo..
Konbanwa. Uwah.
I just came home a few minutes ago. I have so many things I want to write/post.
*but I'm not in mood* [but I'd still write. XD]
SO!!
I felt something strange today. Lately, I've been keeping my eye on a particular person who is.. Well, how do I put this..
A person who is nothing special? Oh, I mean, he's just like the others, okay? And I prefer to call others ''special.''
I don't know how should I feel. Should I also feel something in the first place? I'm not required to feel anything towards him, right? I'm not obliged to do that!
That's my problem!! Argh, my head is so confused. I could feel pang of pain.~
If I continue to think about this stuff, my brain might splatter.
And blood would spill on my bed sheet.
He's nothing special. I want myself to focus on that word as I go to sleep, as I dream, as I wake up.
This is really dangerous. I can't convey my feelings clearly. What should I do?! Huhuhu..
I love Tadayoshi Ohkura.~
<333
Konbanwa. Uwah.
I just came home a few minutes ago. I have so many things I want to write/post.
*but I'm not in mood* [but I'd still write. XD]
SO!!
I felt something strange today. Lately, I've been keeping my eye on a particular person who is.. Well, how do I put this..
A person who is nothing special? Oh, I mean, he's just like the others, okay? And I prefer to call others ''special.''
I don't know how should I feel. Should I also feel something in the first place? I'm not required to feel anything towards him, right? I'm not obliged to do that!
That's my problem!! Argh, my head is so confused. I could feel pang of pain.~
If I continue to think about this stuff, my brain might splatter.
And blood would spill on my bed sheet.
He's nothing special. I want myself to focus on that word as I go to sleep, as I dream, as I wake up.
This is really dangerous. I can't convey my feelings clearly. What should I do?! Huhuhu..
I love Tadayoshi Ohkura.~
<333