"get your broom and sweep the echoes of yesternights fallen freckles...away"
today he called me in the late evening.
i was worried sick all day about him since he said hed call when he arrived there- but little did i know that i missed the call.
it was like instant pain to hear his voice over the line sounding so far away and so untouchable. I wished for a moment to just see him and touch him but theres no way i can and that feeling is the worst.
turns out that while i felt like a looser already writting him a letter, he wrote one as well. It took all my strength and 18 yrs of crying to try and stop myself but i knew he could sense i was on the verge. i can hear the love in his voice i dont know how to handle this, everytime i think about it i want to cry and i can feel my nose start to strunch up and my eyes sting. the distance scares me, makes my heart race and my head swim. I want to stand there and shield him from female eyes and conversation, im just so damn scared someones going to take him away. but he already is away so what is there left to do then sit here and try not to worry.
i got the stadium arcadium cd today from krock, turns out it was a reward for entering a contest- it was a nice surprise to a bad day. I tried to sleep as long as i could so i could wake up to his phone call to make it all better so then i could maybe pretend he wasnt gone and it was just like old times when he'd call me first thing in the morning to wake me up. but that wasnt the case. i wish that i was right there next to him. tonight when i lie in bed alone im going to pretend his next to me.
i feel like i could loose him so easily and every word i say matters to holding onto him. loosin' what i love today
i was worried sick all day about him since he said hed call when he arrived there- but little did i know that i missed the call.
it was like instant pain to hear his voice over the line sounding so far away and so untouchable. I wished for a moment to just see him and touch him but theres no way i can and that feeling is the worst.
turns out that while i felt like a looser already writting him a letter, he wrote one as well. It took all my strength and 18 yrs of crying to try and stop myself but i knew he could sense i was on the verge. i can hear the love in his voice i dont know how to handle this, everytime i think about it i want to cry and i can feel my nose start to strunch up and my eyes sting. the distance scares me, makes my heart race and my head swim. I want to stand there and shield him from female eyes and conversation, im just so damn scared someones going to take him away. but he already is away so what is there left to do then sit here and try not to worry.
i got the stadium arcadium cd today from krock, turns out it was a reward for entering a contest- it was a nice surprise to a bad day. I tried to sleep as long as i could so i could wake up to his phone call to make it all better so then i could maybe pretend he wasnt gone and it was just like old times when he'd call me first thing in the morning to wake me up. but that wasnt the case. i wish that i was right there next to him. tonight when i lie in bed alone im going to pretend his next to me.
i feel like i could loose him so easily and every word i say matters to holding onto him. loosin' what i love today