Sep 20, 2008 03:49
That was that. It's over and done with. I feel terrible, but I think it had to be done. I can't be in a relatioship right now; I can't see any other way that I can figure myself out than to be on my own for a while. Let's face it, I haven't been since I was 15, really.
Now I'm trying to get really tired so that I'll dare go to bed. Bad thoughts always find me in bed. It's nearly 4 am.... I know I need sleep, but it's gonna be hard to pull it off. Getting a bit tired, though. Maybe I'll turn in now. Good night.