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My grandfather called this morning. I miss him and grandma so much. In two months he is going ot turn 80 and she 70. My grandmother has had about 4 surgeries in the past two year, and my grandfather about two. I'm afraid they will die before I get to see them again. They said that in the past two weeks there have been three Bar Mitzvas in my family. I missed three my cousins' Bar Mitzvas, I missed two weddings, three births, and who knows what else. You know whow shitty that makes me feel?