Saying Good-Bye Is Never Easy
I woke up at 5am to get mom up for work, went back to bed, got up at 10, picked Kelly up from school, went to the barn. Rode Sherman who was spooking, along with Luke, at the melting snow. It was interesting, but we jumped quite a bit and it's always good to go riding. After that I showered and we visited my Grandma. She's not doing well. I was holding back tears behind my smile. She told me I was beautiful and that she'd see me on Easter, but I'm not coming home...*sigh* I hope she sticks around that long...that would be nice. After that we dropped Kelly off at Church for her youth thing...and yeah, she cried because I'm not coming back for two months and we've bonded a lot over this past month. It'll be hard to leave her. Once Kelly was dropped off mom and I went to Wal-Mart and I was petrified. I HATE WAL-MART! There was a guy being arrested damnit! He stole from Wal-Mart, it doesn't get much lower than that. Next we hit Target and Best Buy. Now I'm home after eating dinner at the TV with my mom. ^-^
I leave in like 6 hours! *squeal* I'm starting to get excited...
I get to spend time with the friends I left
Go riding a lot
Roadtrips for horse shows
Late nights
Computer that is on all day
The randomness of college
I'll miss:
My family
My kitty
Homecooked meals
Walking barefoot everywhere
and driving
I won't miss:
All the damn drama! Can't we grow up?! Seriously. Everyone is so immature. Jeez...get over yourselves! ... *cough*
I'll shut up before I piss more people off
I seem to do that a lot lately...maybe because no one understands what's going on in my life...no one boths to ask questions or check up on people anymore...God bless those who care, they're going to keep us all afloat...
Good Night...Talk to you all when I get back to Carbondale...and unpack my baby and help Brad rearrange his whole room...weirdo...but I guess you can do that when you leave alone...what a loser...
but he's MY loser and I don't care what anyone thinks about him.
~*Becky*~
I leave in like 6 hours! *squeal* I'm starting to get excited...
I get to spend time with the friends I left
Go riding a lot
Roadtrips for horse shows
Late nights
Computer that is on all day
The randomness of college
I'll miss:
My family
My kitty
Homecooked meals
Walking barefoot everywhere
and driving
I won't miss:
All the damn drama! Can't we grow up?! Seriously. Everyone is so immature. Jeez...get over yourselves! ... *cough*
I'll shut up before I piss more people off
I seem to do that a lot lately...maybe because no one understands what's going on in my life...no one boths to ask questions or check up on people anymore...God bless those who care, they're going to keep us all afloat...
Good Night...Talk to you all when I get back to Carbondale...and unpack my baby and help Brad rearrange his whole room...weirdo...but I guess you can do that when you leave alone...what a loser...
but he's MY loser and I don't care what anyone thinks about him.
~*Becky*~