Underneath This Smile My World Is Slowly Caving In
So last night Amanda gave me a note about how she wants Brad and I to hang out at Bailey. Well he's been here for the past like 3 nights. She said nothing to me...nothing. In the letter she claims that she has no chance to study in here. That's BS. She leaves the room to "go out" so I have Brad over. It's not like she's here and then he comes over. She tells me we can have the room! She claims that she in intruding on "make-out sessions." No...sorry. We'll keep that secret. And it was just like...stupid. She put a few "!"'s in there and a SOOOO and "he's here every night." Whatever. So I woke up today really fast and went to class. That lasted 20 min and then Brad and I had lunch. I got a care package from mom. It's awesome. I went to Bailey for a little while then I went to the barn with Leah. I rode the new pony. It's Laddie's baby. Her name is Cloudy. She's gray and really fat. Well she's lots of fun. Only 3-years-old and sweet. But she can't canter well...like Isabelle. hehe. And while we were cantering her saddle slipped and I was on her right side. Like completely. Ashley and Jill thought I was going to fall off. It wasn't even the girth! It's the saddle pad and her long coat that caused it to slip! LOL. I took her over a few poles too. She didn't know what they were though so she stopped and I asked her to go over them. Once on the other side I gave her a few good pats and a "good girl!" We jumped a little too. I came back here and took a long hot shower, tried to do homework, computer crashed/flipped out...went to dinner with Mike, Byford and Brad. Saw Ashley, Karley and Leah at dinner. They left though. I had fun at dinner and then came back here and played with the computer. I fixed it...but yeah...didn't do homework because it can't print clearly. Ugh. So I'm probably going to Bailey soon. I'm sick of it here. I really am. Everything is pissing me off. I haven't done anything, that I know of, to my computer. Now porn sites pop up...porn sites for Carbondale...so it knows where I am too...which worries me...I just...don't know...I just started to cry...I'm so frustrated...
~*Becky*~
--Quotes--
Ashley: I just saw your husband. I ask him where you were. He answered like this, *puts head down low* "she's in her room." *sad face*
*Me laughing*
~*Becky*~
--Quotes--
Ashley: I just saw your husband. I ask him where you were. He answered like this, *puts head down low* "she's in her room." *sad face*
*Me laughing*