Nov 02, 2004 19:45
Well running the scanlation group really takes me in a lot. For someone like me who is addicted to role games, it´s hard. I wish i´d have more time to play in a role game or write a new story but there just is not enough time for it.
Sometimes i wish i would have more free time or have a day with 48 hours. Well, i guess even that wouldn´t be enough time for all the things i wish to do. I don´t even have enough time to chat with my friends on IRC. All they always hear is "Gomen, i´m busy" or i don´t even got time to answer and if so, i always answer short. -__-;
It makes me feel a bit bad but then again i love my scanlation work else i wouldn´t be doing it. But i finally jumped over my own shadow and got myself supporter with the ruling stuff for the scanlation so that i i think i´ll have more time for other stuff apart of the scanlations.
The first thing i´d do is writing a new yaoi story. ^__^
Sadly i just found out, when i got my new computer i forgot to save my stories that i had started and so i have to wait till i am in the mood for a new one. But it shouldn´t be that hard. All i need is a muse. Someone that makes me get ideas or a long walk all alone by myself in the darkness....
-__- ...although i am afrait. I fear the darkness. Unbelievable hm? But it´s true....well but i get my best stories when i am allone in the darkness. The best is a moon night and stars. :D
Oh well we´ll see. I guess i´ll force myself into some other stuff than scanlations. I should be thinking more about myself.
I think i´ll try that a lil...if i wont fail cause i can´t let go... ^_-