[CHAPTERED] Hard Feelings - Sakumoto/Ohmiya Fic 6/?
Title: Hard Feelings
Author: mahounadegata
Pairing/Focus: SakuMoto, OhMiya, a little bit of SakurAiba
Rating: NC-17 - graphic sex and language
Warning: uhm smoking Arashi? Also lotsa swearing.
Summary: Jun has a really bad crush on Sho and he finally decides to ask him out. Satoshi seems to fancy Kazunari and there's something Kazunari isn't telling his best friend Jun. Masaki is just good looking as always. Are these hard (pun intended) feelings really getting anywhere?
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** 6 **
It was a sort of a special Sunday evening for Sho and he was especially thankful for it. They came home from their team building at around ten in the morning and he fell asleep as soon as he lied down on his bed. He had woken up at around five in the afternoon, happy with the thought that he still had Monday evening off, all thanks to Director Satoshi who had requested an extra leave for him as a reward for his team’s performance last month. Top manager again, of course.
He was a bit disappointed at the fact that Jun got drunk and slept on him while Satoshi was fucking Nino on the same bed they were sleeping on, and he was forced to take care of his own erection in the bathroom. He couldn’t help but think it was payback for what he did to Jun on their first date, or maybe payback for the time he lied to him about having a head ache so he wouldn’t come over.
Sho sat on his living room couch and read the newspaper to get his mind off things. He was waiting for the coffee maker to finish brewing his evening’s fill when his landline phone rang. He stared at the device for a bit and then looked at his wall clock. Who could be calling at this hour? Especially on my rarely used landline. How weird.
Sho sighed and walked over to the telephone, a bit annoyed. “Hello?”
It was the apartment compound’s security office. “Good evening, Sakurai-san. Someone named Jun Matsumoto is looking for you. Should we let him in?”
Jun? How’d he know where my apartment was? “Yes. Please. Thank you.”
A few moments after hanging up, there was a knock on the door.
Sho opened it and was met with his lover’s embrace. Jun smelled of sweat mixed with faint perfume.
“Hey.” Sho pulled away to look at him. His lover was in a tight spandex shirt that emphasized how toned his arms, chest and stomach were and running shorts on top of skin tight cycling shorts that stopped just in the middle of his thick thighs. He was wet with sweat, his cheeks flustered and his breathing still quick with adrenaline. “How did you know where I live?”
“Director Satoshi.” Jun said, smiling. “I was going on a run when I came across him and Nino near the town hall. Why didn’t you tell me you lived so near? I always go to run there around this time on Sundays.” He held up a paper bag smelling of Chinese food. “And I bought us some dinner.”
Sho chuckled. “You never asked and you never told me you ran there on Sundays either.” The older man invited his boyfriend in hesitantly, remembering that he hasn’t even done the laundry yet in like two weeks. He thanked Jun for the food and took the bag to the dining table. God damn it, I didn’t even manage to clean around. “You should call me before you come next time.”
Jun uttered an apology and promised to never do it again. “I’m also sorry about… what happened at the resort.”
Sho waved his hand in the air, brushing off Jun’s apology. “Now we’re even.”
Contrary to popular belief, Sho’s apartment was regularly in a mess and he didn’t really care about where he put his stuff. It wasn’t the disgusting bum kind of mess, it was more of the I’ll find it faster if I left it where I usually leave it kind. Multiple jackets were hung on the jacket rack beside the door, his shoes beside that rack, pants that he’d only used once were lying on his bed beside other clothes that were only used once for a short period of time, and different kinds of bags he used from day to day were also on his queen sized bed, occupying the space that he wasn’t sleeping on. The books and magazines he often read were stacked beside the living room couch, his favorite spot, despite the presence of a bookshelf not very far away.
“Sorry for the mess.” Sho said, going back to the living room and to pick up some of the books from the floor and return them to the shelf.
“No, it was my fault for not giving you a heads up before coming.” His lover took off his shoes and his socks, putting the socks in the respective shoe and the shoes in turn beside Sho’s line of shoes.
“Don’t worry about it, Jun. Just make yourself at home.” The coffee maker made a small clicking sound just as Sho said this, and he walked over to it, thankful he had prepared enough for two.
“That smells nice.” Jun said, following him to the kitchen. He sat himself on one of the dining chairs and rested his chin on his hand.
Sho told Jun about how one time his sister who works as a journalist in Africa sent him a bag of coffee beans as a Christmas present and he liked it so much he asked her to send him a huge bag every time he ran out. “It’s the smell that really gets to me.” He poured a mug full for both of them and offered one to Jun who gladly accepted, agreeing that the smell was indeed very soothing.
“Do you have plans for tonight? I mean, I don’t want to impose myself on you.” Jun asked after taking a sip from his coffee mug.
Sho shook his head. “You’re not imposing on anyone, love. I was just planning to laze around and maybe binge watch Game of Thrones anyway. Do you want to watch with me after dinner?”
Jun was taken aback by the sudden pet name. He quickly looked away covering his nose and mouth with both of his hands, feigning a small cough, but not quick enough for Sho to not notice the surprise on his face. Something Sho wanted to confirm: was Jun doing this every time to hide the fact that he was blushing?
Sho told the younger man that it was actually the first season he had just finished downloading. He had gotten curious after hearing some of his supervisors talking about it and decided to watch it himself. Jun chuckled, having regained his composure, saying he had just finished watching the latest one, in the most inoffensive way he could manage.
This amused Sho for some reason. "Do you want to watch something else, then? I don't want to force you to watch something you already have."
"Nah, it’s fine. I don't mind watching it again with you."
“If you say so, love.”
This time Jun didn’t feign a cough, he just chuckled into his palm, slightly lowering his eyelids as he did, his long lashes almost touching his cheeks. Sho was almost mesmerized by how sexy that was. "What do you like eating? Maybe I could cook for you next time instead of just buying fast food."
“I’d love that.” He walked over to his lover and leaned into him. "Though I would want to get a taste of you before your cooking." Sho pulled Jun's chin to him and pressed his lips on the other man's. He tasted of cigarettes, but that didn't stop Sho from slipping his tongue into his mouth.
Jun smiled through this kiss and was running his fingers through Sho's hair when the boyfriend pulled away. "Sho. What the fuck? Not again."
Sho laughed. "Maybe you should take a bath first."
"Fuck." Jun rolled his eyes, chuckling.
Sho walked to his bedroom and walked back out to the bathroom door with a towel in hand. Jun followed him with his eyes. “Are you just going to sit there or are you going to join me?”
It only took Jun about four long strides to reach the older man, pulling Sho’s shirt off before kissing him as if that was the last kiss he’d ever get.
***
Sho had made Jun lean on the sink and had inserted a pink not-so-moderately sized rubber butt plug into his ass before pulling him back into a kiss as he was about to protest. Jun shuddered at the pain of it but knew that it would only hurt more if he refused to take it.
He dragged the kiss down to Sho’s neck then to his chest and stomach and was kneeling in front of Sho now, stripped of clothing, hands sliding from his boyfriend's stomach to the band of his black briefs. His beloved's erection sprung up when Jun pulled them down, and Sho turned the shower on just as he licked the drop of pre-cum that was forming on the slit of his throbbing cock.
Jun couldn't help but stare at Sho's full erection, his jaw loose. He gulped and sighed to himself as he traced the veins on his boyfriend's manhood with the tip of his index finger, thinking about how Sho's penis was one of the prettiest he's ever seen. It was just the right length, the shaft thick and meaty; it's round head stout but slightly pointed. It had just the right shade of pinkish brown that complimented the neatly trimmed bush of hair sitting on top of it that almost made it look like a piece of art-exactly how it was in Jun's fantasies.
He fondled his boyfriend's balls with his other hand that wasn't caressing the shape of Sho's hard on, feeling the weight of them on his palm.
"Do you like what you see?" Said the owner of this glorious dick, running his hand through Jun's hair.
He looked up to Sho despite the tiny warm drops of water falling on his face and found his beloved smiling down at him, almost like he read what was in his mind. Jun didn't break this eye contact and took Sho’s throbbing hard on into his mouth as a reply to his question, his hand making up for what he couldn't take in, and began to bob his head slowly.
Sho watched him with intent, licking his lips, sometimes letting out small gasps escape those beautiful plump reds. Jun's tongue was cradling his cock in his mouth while he sucked, keeping a slow pace, his hands caressing his boyfriend's inner thighs, down to behind his knees, and up again to his ass, slightly squeezing his butt cheeks, all the while adding intensity to the sucking. He did this to keep himself from touching his own painful erection. He wanted Sho to do that for him. He wanted Sho to make that pain of arousal go away by replacing that annoying butt plug with the cock he's worshipping with his mouth and fucking him like an animal with it.
The older man was soon bucking his hips into this rhythm when he pulled away to stop himself from coming. The younger man's mouth was inexperienced but skillful. "Jun-" Sho hissed, pulling him up by the arm. "Your mouth's good but I want to come inside your tight little ass."
Jun chuckled. "Can you not say embarrassing shit during sex?" he said before licking Sho's lower lip, then kissing him.
Sho kissed back with such hunger it kind of surprised Jun when he pushed him back to the wall. Their tongues were clashing and Sho was gripping their erections together with one hand, the other hand loose on Jun's neck. The younger manager had his arms around his boyfriend's neck, moaning into the kiss when he felt his beloved's finger's around his own erection. He was trying to get a glimpse of their cocks being rubbed together when Sho pulled the kiss down to his jaw, sucking on the skin of his neck before planting more kiss marks on his shoulders.
"Face the wall."
Jun obliged.
Sho pulled Jun's head back by his hair. "I'm going to screw you so bad you won’t be able to walk for days." He growled into his ear.
"Oh, god, please-" Jun's breath hitched when Sho pulled the butt plug out of him with a pop. He heard a bottle cap snapping open and then close, then felt something warmer than the water and much larger than the plug entering him, stretching his entrance. He sucked air sharply at the almost foreign sensation.
"How long since someone's fucked you?" Sho was entering him slowly, one hand caressing his pubic area, avoiding the root of his penis, teasing.
"Ah- so long-"
"Good." Sho breathed the response into the nape of the younger man's neck and thrust deep into him.
Jun let out a sharp gasp and bit the back of his hand to stop himself from coming right there and then. It was painful, but god, Sho's dick felt so damn fucking good inside him. His head was spinning and he felt like he was going to explode.
Sho had one of his arms around Jun's waist, staying still for a while. "Fucking tight."
The younger man was too busy trying hard to balance to say anything, spreading his legs wider all the while. His legs were still a bit sore from running earlier, and good thing he was holding on to a safety handle mounted on the wall else he would've slipped.
Sho started moving slowly at first, almost pulling out completely a few times only to thrust back twice the speed. Jun couldn't take it anymore and reached out to touch himself but the older man pulled his hand to his back. "Don't touch unless I say so."
Jun whimpered both in pain and pleasure, nodding. Sho's voice was somewhat deeper and darker, and damn hell was that sexy as fuck.
"If someone else touches you like this, I will know, Jun, and god knows what I could do to them." His lips were touching Jun's ear.
"You're mine and no one gets to fuck you without my permission, do you understand?" He was now moving his hips in a steady rhythm, trying to find Jun's spot.
Jun could only nod again, looking back at his beloved through half lidded eyes. "Just please, fuck me hard-"
Sho nuzzled into Jun's neck and quickened his pace. He knew he had found the spot when his lover started gasping to every thrust, Jun's hand trying find a way to pull him closer and deeper into him, words that were supposed to form whatever sentence turning to intangible moaning.
Jun wasn’t sure if his body felt like it was going to explode because he was so full of his lover's huge cock or because his own painful hard on wanted attention so bad. The feeling of Sho going in and out of him was amazing, and he wanted to compliment that with jerking himself but the older man had both his hands tied. "Sho-"
The reply was a questioning grunt.
"Touch me, please-"
"What?" The older man snapped.
"Sho, please, jerk me off, please."
Sho would've let him beg more, but Jun's voice sounding so helplessly fucked and filthy was unbearable. Sho pulled the younger man into another open mouth kiss and wrapped his fingers around his erection, tight and unmoving. Jun moaned so loud into his mouth he could swear the neighbors would hear, but who the hell cares?
The younger man started moving his hips but then Sho loosened his grip. "Stop that or I'll stop completely." Sho's stern voice echoed in his head. Jun knew he meant what he said.
Sho thrust faster into him, the sound of their skin slapping against each other mixed with the sound of water was like a spell making Jun wanting to get fucked more. Sho's grip on his dick was stopping him from coming too soon, and that was perfect because he just wanted Sho to fuck him like this all day. He let out a small yelp when he felt the older man's teeth clamp on his shoulder, his thrusts now deeper. The sound of Sho's soft grunts were making him even more aroused than he already was. "Fuck, Sho-"
He felt Sho's tongue make a line from the spot where he had bitten him to his ear, and he suckled on his ear lobe again before going down to his neck and sucking on the spot that connected it to his shoulder.
Sho's hand that wasn't now moving up and down Jun's hard on-matching his pace and sometimes stopping to squeeze his dickhead-was switching from pinching a nipple, squeezing his ass or just caressing his stomach. "Do you want to come now, love?"
"Oh, god, Sho, yes please-" Jun threw his head back in pleasure when it was supposed be a nod, his knees were shaking and it took a lot of effort for his legs to not give way with how Sho's hand was gripping his dick tighter and pumping him faster.
Sho fucked him faster when Jun thought he couldn’t quicken his pace anymore and came with a few quick and deep thrusts, gasping his lover's name into his ear, his orgasm shooting through his cock into Jun. He thrust a few more times, hard and slow this time, dragging his orgasm out.
Jun came shuddering on to Sho’s hand, biting on his lower lip to stop himself from screaming in pleasure. His partner matched his pace with his hand, milking him until the very last drop of his load. It felt so good he could faint from all this ecstasy and he would've fallen face flat on the floor if Sho hadn't embraced him from the back.
Sho was making butterfly kisses on Jun’s cheek, down to his neck and shoulders, and back to his lips.
His lover turned to face him and wrapped his arms around Sho's waist, burying his face against his neck, kissing the spot between his neck and jaw with slight difficulty because of their little height difference. “Another round on the bed?” He drawled out.
Sho laughed. “After the shower, love.”
***
They fucked a few more times again in bed (maybe once in the kitchen) before having dinner on the couch. The opening credits to the first episode of Game of Thrones’ first season was playing on the TV and Sho had asked Jun again if he was sure if he wanted to watch it. "I just renewed my Netflix subscription, by the way so... are you sure you don't want to watch anything else?"
Jun kind of wiggled his eyebrows as a yes. He was now dressed in his boyfriend’s pajamas and was snuggled comfortably next to him, eating fried rice and dumplings from his carton of Chinese food. He finished eating and asked Sho if he could throw his empty Chinese food box away for him since he couldn’t move very much. The older man obliged, chuckling a bit, teasing him about being disabled. “I hope I don’t need to carry you back to the bedroom.”
“I hope you would. This is mostly your fault.” Jun teased back. His body felt sore and thoroughly fucked in a good way, and he told Sho that he might not come to work tomorrow either if his ass still hurt.
Sho laughed, saying he’ll be a witness to him having a “bad fever” if Satoshi ever asked, and asked Jun to stay over until Tuesday or until the soreness in his ass died out. He had already finished eating before Jun and had an arm around his lover’s shoulders; his other hand was holding a plastic cup of soda he was sipping from.
The younger man happily accepted the invitation but then remembered something very important. “What about clothes? And shoes?"
His boyfriend laughed again. “Don’t worry, I have a few unused things in my closet and I think you’d fit them… and like them. They’re mostly plain dark colors but they’re not shabby. Underwear and socks and all that. I think I have a pair of shoes I’ve only used once to a wedding.”
Jun wanted to let it slide but curiosity got the better of him. “Why do you have that much extra clothes?”
“You know, when there’s a sale and you hoard stuff but end up not using them at all? Now that you’re here, you can have them, maybe leave them here so you still have something to use every time you come over.”
“Sounds like a plan. Thank you.” Jun craned his neck to plant a small kiss on Sho’s cheek. “Fuck, even doing that makes my ass hurt.”
Sho chuckled. He buried his face in Jun's hair, smiling to himself. It smelled like his own shampoo: a mix of white pepper, amber and oak.
The opening credits had finished and they stayed like that, watching the episode in silence. Jun changed positions a few times, only moving very slightly, still leaning against Sho. He'd hold Sho's hand for a few minutes, slightly playing with his fingers once in a while, sometimes staring at them. The older man jumped a bit when he felt something smooth and warm on his fingertips, and found that Jun had his fingers to his lips, holding them in place almost absentmindedly, still concentrating on the show.
This felt great. It felt great how Jun seemed to enjoy his company just like this even when they weren’t talking or shagging or making out. Yes, Sho loved to talk, but doing something he liked, asides from travelling, with someone who gave no bullshit commentary or asked stupid questions felt amazing. I could get used to this. Maybe he should really give this whole commitment thing another try. With Jun, it didn't seem so bad. What was there to lose?
Ah, Sho recalled something. I almost forgot about that. Now he just needed to find a way to tell Masaki that they could no longer have random sexscapades in and out of the office anymore. He also needed to stop himself from pulling the IT manager into a cubicle to have a quick fuck or blow job every time they were alone in the comfort room, and/or vise versa. He played with Jun's hair, lost in thought. What happened at the team building was unplanned (like all the times he's slept with or made out with Masaki, to be honest) and thank god they didn't get caught, but he knew he couldn't let his lover find out about this, especially since he already lied to him about Masaki through his teeth. What will Jun say? What will he do? He can't find out. Sho couldn't afford that, not now that he's decided that he couldn't be without the younger man anymore.
I'm sure Masaki won't talk. If he did, it would cost him his job. Not my loss. I just have to make sure no one else finds out. Jun budged a little bit to wrap an arm around his waist and Sho made a small kiss on the top of his lover's head, turning his attention back to the show they were watching, saving his thoughts for later.
***
notes:
Sho's shampoo is Bath and Body Works' BOURBON if you're interested. Lol.
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