I wonder
Sometimes I wish that I could meander through life without some of the concerns/issues that I have. I know it's kinda normal for people to go through things but I wish that I wasn't just so weird all the time.
Lots of times, I go through my days with my head being kinda blank. I don't usually have too much to think about, and I generally like it like that. It doesn't concern me for the most part. This fact is true manly because when I'm left to my own devices, I usually end up thinking about things way too much. I go into full girl mode, and I can think myself sick about something really quickly. So sometimes I think it would just be easier if I could throw on my earphones and just ignore the world while I inundate my head with many sounds. Something like a good instrumental even, will take me to another place.
I would really love to be able to write poetry again. I want to be kinda inspired though. I guess the reason that I stopped was that I thought it would be sappy to write about the same thing (a girl) all the time. I didn't want such things to overwhelm my thoughts. Now I just want to create. I feel that the creative juices are flowing and just ready to be unleashed. I gotta get somemthing out of me.
In other news, work is about to become really boring for me kinda soon. looks like I'm gonna have to find a way t pass my time....
It's getting late.
I'm out...
Lots of times, I go through my days with my head being kinda blank. I don't usually have too much to think about, and I generally like it like that. It doesn't concern me for the most part. This fact is true manly because when I'm left to my own devices, I usually end up thinking about things way too much. I go into full girl mode, and I can think myself sick about something really quickly. So sometimes I think it would just be easier if I could throw on my earphones and just ignore the world while I inundate my head with many sounds. Something like a good instrumental even, will take me to another place.
I would really love to be able to write poetry again. I want to be kinda inspired though. I guess the reason that I stopped was that I thought it would be sappy to write about the same thing (a girl) all the time. I didn't want such things to overwhelm my thoughts. Now I just want to create. I feel that the creative juices are flowing and just ready to be unleashed. I gotta get somemthing out of me.
In other news, work is about to become really boring for me kinda soon. looks like I'm gonna have to find a way t pass my time....
It's getting late.
I'm out...