Mar 13, 2005 21:05
I don't even want to read the date on my last post. I haven't updated in so long. I don't think it really matters because hardly anyone reads this, but oh well.
Today was...alright I guess. I went to my highschool's musical (Bye Bye Birdie x_x;;). It wasn't that bad, the cast was good and i was impressed. The only thing is that my friend has been bugging me lately and I honestly can't pinpoint why. I mean, we have been friends for 8 years, so naturally we get tired of each other every once in awhile but i feel bad becuase i think that it is just me. I haven't been doing very well and all that work (phff...2 sessions actually isn't that much)...well let's just say i have been going downhill.
I'm becoming withdrawn again
I make up stupid excuses to avoid going out with friends
I've once again become entirely too interested in death and other morbid thoughts
I start snapping at people for no reason
and apparently (as told to me by friends) I've been walking around at skool like a zombie.
I told everyone that this would happen after X-mas ended....but oh well.
Oh Fuck...and i wanted to start this new era of Live Journal on a good note.
I hope someone likes my layout. It's nothing very special at all but i was proud of it. Just hope my stupid bandwidth doesn't keep screwing up on me x_x. I wish I could make really pretty sites like some people can't but alas, i am computer challenged. If some kind person would like to give me some pointers it would be much appreciated ^^;;.
I hope this means that I will be updating my LJ more often.
Goodnight All