ignorance is bliss or is it ???
yes today im scurging ( is that a real word) into the deep depth of my human mind and it's connection with the heart and blah blah ok fine let me put it nice and easy today was the day in the first time in my life where i felt my heart break. i know it may come as a surprise to some ppl i do have remote emotions and do tend to behave like a young girl occationally .
my first true love the guy i first fancied ever ,is now offically married. blame it on rsj all that talk about doogie howser forced me to do a random search on my first italian cutie crush his name was max casella he was short he had crooked teeth he was a sidekick to the real main character in the whow but i loved him ,he stood for all i knoew being freinds qwith over achievers academecly being cute speaking italian eating all the time oh god i love him i always will too ,and now hes like 30 sumthing and i discovered he just got married but his wife is ugly and im not sayign that cos shes married to him im saying it cos she is shes got like bags under her eyes and well what was it he cunt wait for i was freaking planning to move to new york next year anyways why max why ??? im feeling so alone he was my fall back a zillion thoughts are rushing thru my head he was the love of my life why didnt track him down when i was in manhatten he was performing music man in 2000 but where did he go away,maybe this was inevitable maybe we werent emnt to be ,what if he knew and most imp -- Do i watch too much tv??
butthe fact is for a moment i froze it was like a real life relation ship sure hes is all old now and looks tuypically mafiaish italian but i still like him sure hes not catch anymore but one glance at his internview and the way he speaks im floored i dont know ive never felt liek this before everyone is so shcoked to know its not a real person but its not fair am i suppsed to be deprived cos the real ppl suck ??
anyways moving on in my heart i cant get over this but have to justin is single again but he is soo ugly dont know how poor piangeli was standing him for so long honey im so over u am i destined to always live life lik this ??
www.serienoldies.de/ images6/doogie_3.jpg
in memmrie of the vinnie my heart will always love lol
well back to reality shubhi has come and got like a zillion chocolates from switzerland u know yeah chcolate is always good for the pain !so looking forward to some fun wiht her i think i have a jury tom im not sure god life aint easy back to moarning for me
my first true love the guy i first fancied ever ,is now offically married. blame it on rsj all that talk about doogie howser forced me to do a random search on my first italian cutie crush his name was max casella he was short he had crooked teeth he was a sidekick to the real main character in the whow but i loved him ,he stood for all i knoew being freinds qwith over achievers academecly being cute speaking italian eating all the time oh god i love him i always will too ,and now hes like 30 sumthing and i discovered he just got married but his wife is ugly and im not sayign that cos shes married to him im saying it cos she is shes got like bags under her eyes and well what was it he cunt wait for i was freaking planning to move to new york next year anyways why max why ??? im feeling so alone he was my fall back a zillion thoughts are rushing thru my head he was the love of my life why didnt track him down when i was in manhatten he was performing music man in 2000 but where did he go away,maybe this was inevitable maybe we werent emnt to be ,what if he knew and most imp -- Do i watch too much tv??
butthe fact is for a moment i froze it was like a real life relation ship sure hes is all old now and looks tuypically mafiaish italian but i still like him sure hes not catch anymore but one glance at his internview and the way he speaks im floored i dont know ive never felt liek this before everyone is so shcoked to know its not a real person but its not fair am i suppsed to be deprived cos the real ppl suck ??
anyways moving on in my heart i cant get over this but have to justin is single again but he is soo ugly dont know how poor piangeli was standing him for so long honey im so over u am i destined to always live life lik this ??
www.serienoldies.de/ images6/doogie_3.jpg
in memmrie of the vinnie my heart will always love lol
well back to reality shubhi has come and got like a zillion chocolates from switzerland u know yeah chcolate is always good for the pain !so looking forward to some fun wiht her i think i have a jury tom im not sure god life aint easy back to moarning for me