But Someday We'll All Be Old, And I'll Be So Damn Beautiful
I was really scared for a while about my Honors class, but it really wasn't that bad. My professor said he really liked one of the points I made in my paper, and it was nice cause I was one out of two people who chose that topic, so I have a smaller field for comparison.
It seems like everyone around me is getting into awkward drama lately. I don't know how I feel about this. I'm not a big fan of drama myself, and I try not to cause any if at all possible. I've decided that I'm just going to have to get over a few things and just always be myself. And I've got to stop worrying about whether or not other people are getting over things or not, because it's not my problem and I've got to work on fixing myself first before I start worrying about anyone else. I've got to stop dwelling on things I can't control or change and focuse instead on what I can handle: classes for one. I'm feeling a little overwhelmed with the work I'm gonna have to do this week/next week. I've got to make sure I get some time in to do everything I need to and still have some relaxing time as well. I'll have to work on it.
This past weekend was unacceptable. I wanted to go out and dance and party and I couldn't. I don't mind quiet weekends at all, but if I don't want it to be a quiet weekend, then it sucks. So this weekend I'm going to have to do something about that. I heard a rumor about a party on Friday, which is my preferred party night, so I'll have to look into that. And if there is a party Friday, then I'll have to go home sometime this week and see my dad before he leaves on Saturday for Las Vegas. Too much stuff to do, too much.
On a side note: there's this really cute guy in my Honors class. I got very distracted in class today, which isn't good at all. It made me really sad. And amused. And I saw Mark Jackson after class and he said my coat was very green. It was funny. Cause it's a green coat. So it looks green........... anyway.
I'm thinking about dying my hair again to retouch the roots. Too much stuff!! Too much!!
I just looked at a picture on my wall of my birthday dinner at Olive Garden. Mikey looks really dumb in it, it's so funny. I had to chuckle. I hate thinking back pretty much on the whole month of October. And that sucks. Especially to not want to think about your birthday? I suck at life.
I'm kind of tired. I think I'll take a nap.
It seems like everyone around me is getting into awkward drama lately. I don't know how I feel about this. I'm not a big fan of drama myself, and I try not to cause any if at all possible. I've decided that I'm just going to have to get over a few things and just always be myself. And I've got to stop worrying about whether or not other people are getting over things or not, because it's not my problem and I've got to work on fixing myself first before I start worrying about anyone else. I've got to stop dwelling on things I can't control or change and focuse instead on what I can handle: classes for one. I'm feeling a little overwhelmed with the work I'm gonna have to do this week/next week. I've got to make sure I get some time in to do everything I need to and still have some relaxing time as well. I'll have to work on it.
This past weekend was unacceptable. I wanted to go out and dance and party and I couldn't. I don't mind quiet weekends at all, but if I don't want it to be a quiet weekend, then it sucks. So this weekend I'm going to have to do something about that. I heard a rumor about a party on Friday, which is my preferred party night, so I'll have to look into that. And if there is a party Friday, then I'll have to go home sometime this week and see my dad before he leaves on Saturday for Las Vegas. Too much stuff to do, too much.
On a side note: there's this really cute guy in my Honors class. I got very distracted in class today, which isn't good at all. It made me really sad. And amused. And I saw Mark Jackson after class and he said my coat was very green. It was funny. Cause it's a green coat. So it looks green........... anyway.
I'm thinking about dying my hair again to retouch the roots. Too much stuff!! Too much!!
I just looked at a picture on my wall of my birthday dinner at Olive Garden. Mikey looks really dumb in it, it's so funny. I had to chuckle. I hate thinking back pretty much on the whole month of October. And that sucks. Especially to not want to think about your birthday? I suck at life.
I'm kind of tired. I think I'll take a nap.