Boredom
Well, Last night was really crazy at work. I was stuck there until about 1 in the morning. Until about 11, I was stuck being a witness to an arrest/investigation of an employee who stole all this stuff. I didn't know it was going to happen. I wish my manager could have let me know before hand. I was lucky I got to....aaahh. I stopped mid sentence and now I honestly don't remember what I was going to type. LOL. I had to go to the bathroom really bad so I hightailed it to the bathroom with my laptop in tote. isn't that horrible. lol. I am now typing from the tiolet. lol. Addict much? Do you think they had this in mind when they invented laptops.
I'm really bored now. Jesse went shooting with his dad. I'll be honest I was pretty disappointed because I just wanted the day to spend time with jesse, and I'm afriad of his dad capitalizing on our time, but I know jesse could careless. He seems so sick of me anymore anyways. I don't understand him. It's like, he shows me all this attention when he's horny, but if he's not he's such a crab apple. This job has really changed him too. He freaks out whenever I freak out and acts like whatever I'm feeling doesn't matter. Granted, most men act like this to some extent....the jail enhances his attitude in this respect.
Well, I hope we get to do something today. In one respect I'm so used to sitting around the house by myself that I don't even care anymore. On the other hand, I've done that for too long and I'm sick of it.
My feet are still bothering me to all hell. I think I'm going to have to look for a new job. This is absolutely horrendous. I can't handle it.
I wish more people read my journal and gave a damn about what i was saying....how come some people have so many viewers and commenters and don't really say anything interesting, and I have none....what's thier secret.
I'm really bored now. Jesse went shooting with his dad. I'll be honest I was pretty disappointed because I just wanted the day to spend time with jesse, and I'm afriad of his dad capitalizing on our time, but I know jesse could careless. He seems so sick of me anymore anyways. I don't understand him. It's like, he shows me all this attention when he's horny, but if he's not he's such a crab apple. This job has really changed him too. He freaks out whenever I freak out and acts like whatever I'm feeling doesn't matter. Granted, most men act like this to some extent....the jail enhances his attitude in this respect.
Well, I hope we get to do something today. In one respect I'm so used to sitting around the house by myself that I don't even care anymore. On the other hand, I've done that for too long and I'm sick of it.
My feet are still bothering me to all hell. I think I'm going to have to look for a new job. This is absolutely horrendous. I can't handle it.
I wish more people read my journal and gave a damn about what i was saying....how come some people have so many viewers and commenters and don't really say anything interesting, and I have none....what's thier secret.