Ex'es

[maharo]

I don't know why, but ever since I talked to Jason the other day, and when I look at his myspace, I find myself missing him. Like regretting that we weren't compatible enough. I think he was the first healthy relationship I had. That was a HARD breakup because of that. He's got this beautiful redheaded girlfriend now, with curly hair, and a child, and I can't help but feel just a tad bit jealous. It's not right to feel that way, but I do....There's a balance there, I don't think I've achieved the balance I want in my life. I'm trying :) It just all made me think about what could have been.

Sometimes, I wish jesse would soften up. He used to be....but the prison.....the prison just makes him so cold.....I hope he quits one day.

Well, I'm going to go.....do something...I just had to get that out.