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Hey!
Well Last night I went to the movies with Brittany! We went to go see Final Destinaton 3 it was pretty good! I had alot of fun! Then i came home and talked to Cruz for awhile, then i went to bed!
Well this morning i woke up and got on icq and found out that Cruz had thought about going back out with me and said that he thought it through and that his decision was that he didn't think it would work. So..im like heartbroken! I jsut don't know what to do, its like this feeling of what do i do now!
I just really need to talk to someone about this whole this b/c im like so depressed! I really miss him! Its going to take me awhile to get over this!
Anyway, today i felt really alone! i mean i have this feeling of emptyness in side of me! I just can't seem to be happy! Its like im no supposed to be happy or something! I just want to be happy again! I want to be able to invite ppl over and have fun again! I used to have so much fun with my friends but it seems i never go out and they never ask me to go anywhere but im sure that they don't want someone who is depressed all the time! i don't know how i feel! I wish i could be happy again!
Well im going to go watch a movie!
Later!
Well Last night I went to the movies with Brittany! We went to go see Final Destinaton 3 it was pretty good! I had alot of fun! Then i came home and talked to Cruz for awhile, then i went to bed!
Well this morning i woke up and got on icq and found out that Cruz had thought about going back out with me and said that he thought it through and that his decision was that he didn't think it would work. So..im like heartbroken! I jsut don't know what to do, its like this feeling of what do i do now!
I just really need to talk to someone about this whole this b/c im like so depressed! I really miss him! Its going to take me awhile to get over this!
Anyway, today i felt really alone! i mean i have this feeling of emptyness in side of me! I just can't seem to be happy! Its like im no supposed to be happy or something! I just want to be happy again! I want to be able to invite ppl over and have fun again! I used to have so much fun with my friends but it seems i never go out and they never ask me to go anywhere but im sure that they don't want someone who is depressed all the time! i don't know how i feel! I wish i could be happy again!
Well im going to go watch a movie!
Later!