almost home.....
well i leave for el paso thursday....i can almost smell the air and see the mountains...i can feel my feet on cindys floor in the kitchen...i can see myself opening the door to go out on the little porch in front of her house to smoke a cigarette....i can close my eyes and feel how the little twin bed feels while i lay under the blue blanket...magwai....bodhi...giga...pepper...doggie love...the way the jetta smells like leather....the sunsets..the wind..the dry desert air..the hot sauce...the people i miss sooooo incredibly much and who i love with all of my heart...feels so wonderful to know that in a few days i will be on my native turf..ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....the greatest feeling..