weird

[maguswhite]

I've been wonder lately why my mindset has changed from what it was... about a year ago I wanted to have a girlfriend so much, now I see most females as just pretty things to admire for a few moments, like people admire artwork. I don't see having any realationships ever again and I really don't know why.... Maybe I'm becoming the Paladin my friends call me. I mean its like I'm slowly beginning not to really giving a care about love, were as a year ago I though it was the most important thing. Everything is beginning to seem fake, like its missing some kind of magic.
I don't know maybe I just need to Hang out with my friends, I don't know, but nothing feels right.