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I'm not going to whine or anything like that. I had it coming from the very beginning. It sucks to hear that you're such a wonderful guy - the best and most mature she's been with and all that crap - and then hear that she tried, she really did try, to like you the way you like her. It's even worse when she says that she was testing herself by alienating and distancing herself from me just to see if she missed me. She didn't, obviously. I'm not going to write more on it because I honestly think it's a waste of space and other people's times (if they so choose to read this). I just need to vent. I've cried enough (embarrassing, I know, but so what). I'm just sad. I didn't know I liked her so much. I can't stand myself.