so...
Less than 48 hours for the fateful day. I've stopped uptading the countdown because it wasn't really helping. There were so many things I wanted to say about this whole thing - things that I couldn't stop thinking about (and that I thought were useful for anything) - but I just gave up on that. Chances are I'm going to be the only person reading this anyway :P. Vestibular sucks. I'm not going to spend half a decade trying to pass this test. I really don't know what to do if I fail this again.