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[magurozushi]

In less than a month my life may be changed forever. I don't know how I feel about this. number one, the anticipation is killing me. number two, I don't know if I want it to happen or not. Well, I know I don't want it to happen but I don't want to force a good ending. I have to let it come on it's own.

But after last night, I don't know if it is.

And so I wait until that day..... It's gonna feel like forever.

God, it makes me want to cry.