BADDDDDDD mood =(
i just realized there are three types of people in this world: the type who are so pathetic enough to make everything as a jokes (whether they care about other people`s feelings or not); the type who are supposedly your friends but they do not complete the meaning of "friendship"; and there are the type who are always there for you
well i know alot of assholes in my life. at first i actually thought they were nice, cool people, but i guess they are just like the other 75% in the world. they think a "joke" involving a boy/girl is funny? well i dont think so. in fact i think its very immature of them to do it. i dont hate them, but at the same time i dont like them. they are just nothing to me anymore. and i am perfectly fine with that =P. they are not worth my time to lecture them. and i do not need to waste my time letting them know what i know. so fuck you.
now there are the type of people who are your friends, but just doesnt do anything about it. i guess i can be counted as one of them in this category to other people. but i personally dont really care anymore. i dont care whether people like me or not. if they hate me. then hate me. and if they like me good =). anyhoo, sometimes you know that you guys are still friends, but you just dont seem to do anything about it. in fact you make it even worse. sometimes its good just to say a hi or just hangout, but i guess in your language of a friend is nothing but say ohh we are friends right? pshh thats just stupid. there is seriously no point in being friends anymore. its like we are acting as strangers to each other. so screw you.
i just have three words to say to you people that are in this category: i love you. you guys have been sooo great to me i dont even know how i can ever repay you =). the past two days, im really greatful for having these three friends, along with others of course ;). but one of them called me just to say thanks for the gift. and that really touched me. i mean even though we go to different school, i cant believe you still remember this petite little friend from st max =).haha. it was really nice of her to call me. we had a long talk on the phone that day =D. just to catch up on what has been going on =P. now as for the other special person. we walked around fv after school today and we talked soo much.i mean i cant just talk about these things to random people or normal friends. we talked mainly about boys and the assholes. today was actually the day where i realized what kind of jerk those people are. and how many people in my school does "stuff".am i that innocent enough not to notice these horrible things that are happening to my peers? but anyways. we just basically talk about what close friends talk about. im so glad that i have her as my close friend. and lastly this person just made me feel a bit better. my msn name was verry sad and all and he was kind enough to ask me what was wrong. i mean i have known this guy for like a year or so over aa. LMAO. and i am soo glad that we are close, well close enough. =).
today`s special thanks are to: karen li, jessica fernandes, and thomas cheng
and to the assholes for making me realize what a jerk you truely are =D everytime you hurt me, it just makes me even stronger STUPID
[EDIT] i just realized that my definition of best friend is a special friend who doesnt have to know you for a long time, but understands you and respects you for who you are. they dont care how you look like and what kind of person you are, as long as you have their shoulder to lean one, then its fine =). i believe that there should only be one best friend for each person cause if there is more than one, what is the point of the word "best" in it? its just pointless if you have more than one best friend {in my point of view}.
BF means:
best friend, boyfriend, AND bitch fit =P [/EDIT]
well i know alot of assholes in my life. at first i actually thought they were nice, cool people, but i guess they are just like the other 75% in the world. they think a "joke" involving a boy/girl is funny? well i dont think so. in fact i think its very immature of them to do it. i dont hate them, but at the same time i dont like them. they are just nothing to me anymore. and i am perfectly fine with that =P. they are not worth my time to lecture them. and i do not need to waste my time letting them know what i know. so fuck you.
now there are the type of people who are your friends, but just doesnt do anything about it. i guess i can be counted as one of them in this category to other people. but i personally dont really care anymore. i dont care whether people like me or not. if they hate me. then hate me. and if they like me good =). anyhoo, sometimes you know that you guys are still friends, but you just dont seem to do anything about it. in fact you make it even worse. sometimes its good just to say a hi or just hangout, but i guess in your language of a friend is nothing but say ohh we are friends right? pshh thats just stupid. there is seriously no point in being friends anymore. its like we are acting as strangers to each other. so screw you.
i just have three words to say to you people that are in this category: i love you. you guys have been sooo great to me i dont even know how i can ever repay you =). the past two days, im really greatful for having these three friends, along with others of course ;). but one of them called me just to say thanks for the gift. and that really touched me. i mean even though we go to different school, i cant believe you still remember this petite little friend from st max =).haha. it was really nice of her to call me. we had a long talk on the phone that day =D. just to catch up on what has been going on =P. now as for the other special person. we walked around fv after school today and we talked soo much.i mean i cant just talk about these things to random people or normal friends. we talked mainly about boys and the assholes. today was actually the day where i realized what kind of jerk those people are. and how many people in my school does "stuff".am i that innocent enough not to notice these horrible things that are happening to my peers? but anyways. we just basically talk about what close friends talk about. im so glad that i have her as my close friend. and lastly this person just made me feel a bit better. my msn name was verry sad and all and he was kind enough to ask me what was wrong. i mean i have known this guy for like a year or so over aa. LMAO. and i am soo glad that we are close, well close enough. =).
today`s special thanks are to: karen li, jessica fernandes, and thomas cheng
and to the assholes for making me realize what a jerk you truely are =D everytime you hurt me, it just makes me even stronger STUPID
[EDIT] i just realized that my definition of best friend is a special friend who doesnt have to know you for a long time, but understands you and respects you for who you are. they dont care how you look like and what kind of person you are, as long as you have their shoulder to lean one, then its fine =). i believe that there should only be one best friend for each person cause if there is more than one, what is the point of the word "best" in it? its just pointless if you have more than one best friend {in my point of view}.
BF means:
best friend, boyfriend, AND bitch fit =P [/EDIT]