dont you just love how you are always hearing the same thing over and over again??
november 10
quote: "i am smiling on the outside but crying on the inside"
well..i dont know if i am weird or not..but sometimes i am just soo amused when i get lectured..haha..well its not really lecture..but whenever my dad tells me what to say to this person then he talks on and on..its just funny cause i started to see how long he will talk for on the same topic..haha..sometimes when i told him this news right when i get into the car..he would talk about it until we get home..and at times..he would even talk for the whole day on the same topic..lol..take tonight for instance..i told my dad about the music grade 12 credit and everything..he starts asking me what the guidance teacher says..i had to repeat myself like 10 million times..haha..but yea..he started talking and after 20 minutes later..he was still talking..we came home..and he actually asked the rcm and the ministry person saying that the guidance counselor has misunderstood the thing..soo he starts talking again and telling theexact same things over and over again..haha..he thinks that im too stupid to understand!!ok well i had my piano lesson..then guess what happened when my dad picked me up??..yess you`re right..he starting talking about the music credit again!!...ok..sometimes it gets tooo annoying..so i kinda just day dreamed a bit...after dinner he started talking AGAIN!!...and he just finished giving me a 30 minute lecture..haha...i was soo sick and tired of him saying the same thing..i mean he might not notice that he is saying the exact same thing for the millionth time..but i do!!..i seriously wanted to sleep then..and my dad even asked me if i was tired..ahha..i said yess..but he still continued on with talking...arghhhhh..its getting me sooo annoyed now...and everytime i even try to fight for what i think..my opinion..he just shuts me up and continues talking!!aka...i will never win..everything goes his way...but thats my dad..and he likes it very much..ahha..man i wanted to say this important point but too damn tired to even think!!..o yeaa..haha..i know my dad is doing the best for me..but im sorry...i cant help but just want you to let me speak my mind for once..anyways..on to my other topic..i am sooo stressed out!!...im doing horrible in bio and english i am sooo not happy with my mark!!.hopefully the duddy oral essay will bring my mark up..and as for my bio...i really hope i get at least 80% in my lab...i know ms blais is a really hard marker..but i seriously wanna get a decent mark for my parents to see!!..please ms blais be nice for once and give me a good mark!!!..andddddddddd im going to sleep now..well that is after im finish my teacher`s theory =(
november 11
well today was ok...dance..changed my test mark =)..hehe..which means my mid term mark will be higher than it was =) (hopefully)..haha..bio..didnt really do anything...go our mid term mark...my mark got higher...i guess im ok with it..but i wished that i could have gotten it a bit higher than what i am getting now..soo i better smarten up for second term!!..haha...hope parents are ok with the mark..=S...yrbook..just worked on the magazine..it looks pretty ok now...but i dunno...i have a feeling that its a bit too plain =S...o well..english..read my essay thing..hope i do good in that..mark got raised after the our teacher added half a mark to each person' test since there was a mistake...well i averaged out that this term i probably wont be in the honour rolls..so close but not good enough..i want to be in the honour rolls...so yea ill work really hard this year..not just this term..but yea..need to keep my honour roll status =)...went to guidance after skool to talk about my music credit...and shes gonna report to me later..so yea..well i still have to study for my bio unit test which really want to do good in..my isp book..which i seriously dont get..hopefully sparknotes has it...since i have to finish reading the book by next friday and write 8 journals =S..hha..need to start on that...have to start researching on my bio report on down syndrome...and my world dance..which i have no idea what im doing yet....busy week i can tell..but tomorrow..going shopping with laura!!!!..i just wish that semi is not cancelled *crosses fingers*..lol..gonna go search for my semi top...and my black running shoes..or my phat farm shoes =)..haha..need new running shoes..my converse one is ripping apart..haha made my back ankle bleed a bit =S...o well...
quote: "i am smiling on the outside but crying on the inside"
well..i dont know if i am weird or not..but sometimes i am just soo amused when i get lectured..haha..well its not really lecture..but whenever my dad tells me what to say to this person then he talks on and on..its just funny cause i started to see how long he will talk for on the same topic..haha..sometimes when i told him this news right when i get into the car..he would talk about it until we get home..and at times..he would even talk for the whole day on the same topic..lol..take tonight for instance..i told my dad about the music grade 12 credit and everything..he starts asking me what the guidance teacher says..i had to repeat myself like 10 million times..haha..but yea..he started talking and after 20 minutes later..he was still talking..we came home..and he actually asked the rcm and the ministry person saying that the guidance counselor has misunderstood the thing..soo he starts talking again and telling theexact same things over and over again..haha..he thinks that im too stupid to understand!!ok well i had my piano lesson..then guess what happened when my dad picked me up??..yess you`re right..he starting talking about the music credit again!!...ok..sometimes it gets tooo annoying..so i kinda just day dreamed a bit...after dinner he started talking AGAIN!!...and he just finished giving me a 30 minute lecture..haha...i was soo sick and tired of him saying the same thing..i mean he might not notice that he is saying the exact same thing for the millionth time..but i do!!..i seriously wanted to sleep then..and my dad even asked me if i was tired..ahha..i said yess..but he still continued on with talking...arghhhhh..its getting me sooo annoyed now...and everytime i even try to fight for what i think..my opinion..he just shuts me up and continues talking!!aka...i will never win..everything goes his way...but thats my dad..and he likes it very much..ahha..man i wanted to say this important point but too damn tired to even think!!..o yeaa..haha..i know my dad is doing the best for me..but im sorry...i cant help but just want you to let me speak my mind for once..anyways..on to my other topic..i am sooo stressed out!!...im doing horrible in bio and english i am sooo not happy with my mark!!.hopefully the duddy oral essay will bring my mark up..and as for my bio...i really hope i get at least 80% in my lab...i know ms blais is a really hard marker..but i seriously wanna get a decent mark for my parents to see!!..please ms blais be nice for once and give me a good mark!!!..andddddddddd im going to sleep now..well that is after im finish my teacher`s theory =(
november 11
well today was ok...dance..changed my test mark =)..hehe..which means my mid term mark will be higher than it was =) (hopefully)..haha..bio..didnt really do anything...go our mid term mark...my mark got higher...i guess im ok with it..but i wished that i could have gotten it a bit higher than what i am getting now..soo i better smarten up for second term!!..haha...hope parents are ok with the mark..=S...yrbook..just worked on the magazine..it looks pretty ok now...but i dunno...i have a feeling that its a bit too plain =S...o well..english..read my essay thing..hope i do good in that..mark got raised after the our teacher added half a mark to each person' test since there was a mistake...well i averaged out that this term i probably wont be in the honour rolls..so close but not good enough..i want to be in the honour rolls...so yea ill work really hard this year..not just this term..but yea..need to keep my honour roll status =)...went to guidance after skool to talk about my music credit...and shes gonna report to me later..so yea..well i still have to study for my bio unit test which really want to do good in..my isp book..which i seriously dont get..hopefully sparknotes has it...since i have to finish reading the book by next friday and write 8 journals =S..hha..need to start on that...have to start researching on my bio report on down syndrome...and my world dance..which i have no idea what im doing yet....busy week i can tell..but tomorrow..going shopping with laura!!!!..i just wish that semi is not cancelled *crosses fingers*..lol..gonna go search for my semi top...and my black running shoes..or my phat farm shoes =)..haha..need new running shoes..my converse one is ripping apart..haha made my back ankle bleed a bit =S...o well...