I love Justin.
Justin called. I swear he read my livejournal. So much for keeping my drama under wraps. I didn't want him to know what I mess I am, but I'm glad he does.
We talked for an hour. It was the best hour ever. He asked over and over, "What else, baby? What else?" I tried to dodge, but I ended up telling him most all that's on my mind.
He said that if it rains like crazy (which I'm praying for as I type) that we'll get to go to Lubbock on Friday for Aaron Watson. That'd be so fabulous! Even if it doesn't rain, knowing that he wants to go settles me.
Elena and Justin are both right. School's almost over. I can't let this shit get to me. I just need to finish out the year, go on a field trip, and make sure that we have as much fun as possible with the least amount of brain waves used. I'll get right on that.
He told me that if the birth control isn't helping then I ought to consider not bothering with it. I want it to help... but it's not. Maybe I need to visit my doctor again. I'd love to not take it, but I think that for now, I'll stick to it.
He told me about the progress on the house. The painting company quoted him, GET THIS, $17,000 to re-texture and re-paint the entire house. 17,000 DOLLARS? ARE THEY ON CRACK?!?!?!? Yes, we're getting another quote. ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!?!? Yikes! He told me that I managed to choose the most expensive Formica and I told him they needed to put prices on this shit. He told me I was getting what I wanted and not to worry about it. Wow. They've started extending the roof as planned and the cabinet doors and drawers are going in. He said it looks just like the picture I chose. I can't wait to see it! These things take time, I know. I just want them to take less time. Does anyone have patience pills? ANYONE?! Above all, with the house, I appreciate EVERYTHING he is doing for me and us. The house is going to be beautiful and I am thrilled that I get to start out our life together in such a wonderful home. You are all invited to visit once we've settled and I've decorated.
We're going to have the wedding the way we want it. I'm not going to let my overzealous family make my decisions. We're going to do what we want, make OUR commitment to each other, even if that means that an Elvis impersonator will be there. It's what's best for US.
Things are going to get better. I just had a bad day... or last 3 days. I can't let this crap get to me. (We agreed on that.)
I am so humbled to have someone in my life that loves me as patiently and unconditionally as he does. I'm eternally grateful to God (and Jim and James of hotornot) for giving me the man of my dreams.
I'll update more as life gets better. Thanks for ya'lls support. I needed it.
I'll also post photos of our Earth Day project when I can.
Deuces,
M
He gives me a quiet mind... and I love him until the end.
We talked for an hour. It was the best hour ever. He asked over and over, "What else, baby? What else?" I tried to dodge, but I ended up telling him most all that's on my mind.
He said that if it rains like crazy (which I'm praying for as I type) that we'll get to go to Lubbock on Friday for Aaron Watson. That'd be so fabulous! Even if it doesn't rain, knowing that he wants to go settles me.
Elena and Justin are both right. School's almost over. I can't let this shit get to me. I just need to finish out the year, go on a field trip, and make sure that we have as much fun as possible with the least amount of brain waves used. I'll get right on that.
He told me that if the birth control isn't helping then I ought to consider not bothering with it. I want it to help... but it's not. Maybe I need to visit my doctor again. I'd love to not take it, but I think that for now, I'll stick to it.
He told me about the progress on the house. The painting company quoted him, GET THIS, $17,000 to re-texture and re-paint the entire house. 17,000 DOLLARS? ARE THEY ON CRACK?!?!?!? Yes, we're getting another quote. ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!?!? Yikes! He told me that I managed to choose the most expensive Formica and I told him they needed to put prices on this shit. He told me I was getting what I wanted and not to worry about it. Wow. They've started extending the roof as planned and the cabinet doors and drawers are going in. He said it looks just like the picture I chose. I can't wait to see it! These things take time, I know. I just want them to take less time. Does anyone have patience pills? ANYONE?! Above all, with the house, I appreciate EVERYTHING he is doing for me and us. The house is going to be beautiful and I am thrilled that I get to start out our life together in such a wonderful home. You are all invited to visit once we've settled and I've decorated.
We're going to have the wedding the way we want it. I'm not going to let my overzealous family make my decisions. We're going to do what we want, make OUR commitment to each other, even if that means that an Elvis impersonator will be there. It's what's best for US.
Things are going to get better. I just had a bad day... or last 3 days. I can't let this crap get to me. (We agreed on that.)
I am so humbled to have someone in my life that loves me as patiently and unconditionally as he does. I'm eternally grateful to God (and Jim and James of hotornot) for giving me the man of my dreams.
I'll update more as life gets better. Thanks for ya'lls support. I needed it.
I'll also post photos of our Earth Day project when I can.
Deuces,
M
He gives me a quiet mind... and I love him until the end.