just around the river bend...pochahontis

[mags2425]

so...college is in four days...a completely new leaf of my life. i know that it can go no where but up. this past few months have been so hard. it felt liek teh world was against me at times.
1. i was friends with all juniors so had to leave everyone behind
2. to top it off, i had to leave even earlier cuz my parents said we were moving
3. throw in some health problems for my mom
4. throw in that my dad was never home
5. add a few failure adn shots to my self esteem wiht school
6. make it just taht much worse by having someone completely break my heart
7. make my alredy pretty lonely summer, right when im makeing the best out of it, be tainted by poison ivy when my two best friends come to visit.

i mean, it jsut felt liek nothing coudl go right in the past six months...but let me tell you sometihgn, world...eff you world., eff you....you cant break me....hahah...(triumphant music)...no but seriously, i feel like something really good is on teh way for me and im gonna be really really happpy, cuz i feel like i deserve to be made truly happy. i eman, im happy now, but i mean really really happy. i can only wait. the best is yet to come