Bah.
I can't seem to clear my head...everytime I think I have it all figuired out soemthing happens to change that. I know what's happening...I just can't quite figure out how I feel on it all...very little of it do I have any control over. It's sad really....I'm starting to wish I could figure out a way to seperate my head from my heart. I know that what I want and what I need are two very different things, and I know what the two options are...I'm just trying to figure out which of the two is what I want and which of the two is what I need. To bad it's so damn confusing.