I hate my life sometimes...
This weekend just kind of blew up in my face, it fuckin sucked. I decided I was going to go to pekin friday.I shouldn't of even gone bc i had a bad feelin bout it before i even left. Anyway, everyone knows that i am a stupid drunk. To make a long story short, one of my friends is pretty pissed at me again bc i ended up kissin her ex. Yeah i know i'm fuckin stupid. Anyway thats all that happened i swear but i feel like shit about it. I will never be goin to pekin again i'll tell you that much. So, nikki mitchell is workin for me tonight so i can go figure some shit out. maybe it wouln't be so bad if this wasn't the third time shit had happened. I really dunno. My mind is kinda at a blank right now. All i know is that i will not be drinkin again for a long time until i can learn to control my alcohol and get my shit together. Sorry to everyone whi had to get in the middle of it...