i am black sludge in the drain

[magpieodyssey]

things turn into mush, my life seems to stop. where am i going? i don't seem to be able to do anything right. yet i don't feel sad. & i don't know what to think or say or do.

i suppose i'm confused, people & life, can you say that again please?

sludge, i am sludge not languid liquid. & where did i go again please?