Dec 22, 2004 14:01
I guess i'll actually start using this, even though nobody reads it [because nobody reads it?]
I quit drinking. I'm sick of my friends and myself talking about getting shit done [social activism, anarchism, fun, pranks, whatever] and instead getting drunk.
I'm sick of waking up in the morning and asking whoever is lying next to me what I did the night before [that isn't as sexual as it sounds, i'm good about that]
I'm sick of fighting my insecurities and anti-social nature with alcohol. So I probably won't really be partying too much anymore cause I still have those insecurities and that anti-social nature.
I also realize i'm not good at drinking only moderately.
and baltimore sucks for trying not to drink in. at least among the anarcho-punks.
where the hell to go?
maybe back to the west coast.