Work
Is it wrong if you think your boss is a heartless bitch? Because lately, that's how I've been feeling. She operates two businesses out of the same office and she has me basically running one of them. I manage all of our contractors. Most of the contractors are great people, fun, easy to work with. But lately...my boss and I haven't been seeing eye to eye on how to deal with them. Today I actually feel kind of nauseated with something my boss said. The way she treats the inspectors is not conducive to a good working relationship and I try to compensate for that as much as I can. I truly enjoy what I do, but the way my boss has been handling things lately just feels wrong. And if I try to discuss it with her she just dismisses it. And it's not as if I can go over her head. She's the owner and I'm essentially the only real employee she has in the office. But the money isn't great and my dad thinks I should find a better job. I got a call the other day from a marketing firm about an account manager position opening but I didn't set up an interview because there's no one to run things if I leave my current job. I honestly believe my boss will lose her contractors if I'm not here to fight for them. And I don't want to abandon any of them because there will be no one to help them if I do. I honestly don't know what to do and I'm just really depressed about it. I'm depressed now since that conversation earlier with heartless. I feel like I'm going nowhere and I don't know what to do. Maybe I should just pick up a pen and start working on one of my open fics. I can always take it out on my characters...