Dec 18, 2004 13:39
I just don't understand how some people just don't care. I have to care. How could I not care? If its something about me that will affect my life, then I feel that I need to care.
I hate it how things just have to end because of time. Just because the time is ending, doesn't mean it is over. It definitely isn't over. It's still there. I realized that most of my relationships have ended because of time. Because time ran out. Time just sucks.
Feelings just can't go away because the time is gone. When you see that person again, its like all the feelings just rush back into your body like a waterfall. It's like seeing the person for the time. Butterflies always swarm my stomach. It's hard feeling this way and knowing that it is not possible for things to start up again. Kissing that person once again actually feels like it is your first kiss all over again. The feeling of nervousness and excitement all mixed in together takes over your body.
Love, or even lust, is the greatest feeling to have. It's what allows you get up in the morning and just knowing that you may be able to talk to that special person today. I just wish time didn't keep on going. It would just stop for a little while, and so you would be able to cherish that one significant moment.
And just to make things even worse...the distance. Distance just sucks. There is no way to get around it...but its there, and its the one thing that keeps you away from that one person.
Why can't life just be easy and allow us to fall in love with our next door neighbors?